Then, i slowly taking my time to think and at last i decided that i resign my part-time career on this mid of March. This is because there is no longer exist a reason for me to earn extra money. Instead, i need to fully utilize the remaining time to hang out with my frens, my fellow classmates. Well, this is the last stop of our journey being through together... Lets precious it !! Although that i know that this semester timetable is worst compare to other course,it will not stop us from having precious time together right guys? Even at class we still can enjoy being together...Compare to my fren in other course, 1 day 1 class only. 1 week 6 class only... Like this they dun have time like us to enjoy being together anymore! ^_^V
On Friday that was a close call...After i work for morning shift i use my evening time to back hostel cleaning... Phew, luckily i managed to mop my curtain and also the fan on time.. The dust in the fan is so thick, Like a Cacing radius... YUK. >_<
Then i go for my dinner in yam sheng. Unfortunately it didn't open. Obviously thy are just earn our students money... We holiday they also holiday... =_=!! Then i decided to go to the Pasar there open 24 hour de wan tan mee... Very cheap + delicious + also can do charity at the same time... Because the uncle is very old... Let him earn more, i feel happy in my heart... Ok, after this was nearly a tragedy happen. When i look at my car engine temperature, it suddenly become very high...i thought it was my illusion, then i close my engine and i start again... However, it didn't drop the temperature... I remember my father once mentioned to me that when car temperature is high make sure you shut down the engine immediately. But at that time i cant afford to shut down because i need to deliver the dinner to my fren in office + delivering the timetable of next semester as well... Luckily when i drive fast enough, the temperature of engine managed to slow down, but once i in Gurney car park finding slot. Then it become very very high. There i drop my car and shut down my engine immediately. to my horror, my engine is almost bursting. Smoke coming out from my car. No Choice, i found that the radiator is unable to function properly and also the water is leaking terribly... For countering the problem, i waited until the car is cool down then i bought 2 bottle of 1.5L water waiting to pour in. During the situation i called my father, he is more nervous than me... Funny right... But luckily i have my father who have a little basic of the car knowledge. He helps me a lot... Then i safely back home for this time. Luckily i notice in the beginning, if not my car engine is gonna burst for sure...
Tomorrow will be the first day of new semester. Hereby, i would like to thank my parents for helping me come out from the sorrow when i was really really down. It was the first time i realize that my family bond is so thick, unbreakable and i feel so warm of that... I receive a lot of concerned from them especially my father, because of me, he become more gentle... whenever i imagined the night i talk with my parents few day after broke, i can even remember all the words they told me, their face emotions, and as talks my tearful eyes comes out... The atmosphere is so touching and i can remembered it clearly.
I would like to thank my friend for helping me come out from misery as well, sy yeong and jing xin who accompany me go for karaoke and put a lot of heart broking song for me to work off my anger...Joshua and my housemate, they accompany go for 1st trip in KL, teach me play bowling as well... Clement, Tancy, Tee Khean who accompanied me go for 2nd trip to KL. Different feeling with different people at the same place. At the same time helps me to become more rational and able to think for future...
I would like to thank my sister as well for accompanying me go to Genting... Although there remains lots of memories of both my ex, but really, all the thrill ride that we dare to ride but my ex don't dare helps me to renew a beautiful memories in Genting... And all the scream is definitely helpful...
At last i would like to thank my ex gf, min chea for letting me free... it is undeniable that i love you from the bottom of my heart and even though that i already cure, but i still can dream about you, i still can suddenly think about you... The memories with you is wonderful, and lies with my heart forever... The pain you gave me hurt, but it worth as i fell badly, i become more brave and are able to climb higher in the future... There are too many song that helps me reminds of you, not to mention sweet or nightmare... I cant afford to give you what you wants, what you need and what you hope me to be. I cant be perfect and i realize that all my pro and cons most likely learn from my parents because when in some situations really it reflected what my reaction to you if the same situations. Therefore, if you able to find a guy who is better than me in every field, i wished you happy from the bottom of my heart. From what i know so far, you already got another tackler, who is better than me. I am a little bit concerned of what my gal- d fren told me that when a boy wanna tackle a gal, he is willing to do anything, then after that he will reveal real-self to you, making you suffer. But i trusted you. You should be able to make a correct decisions. The last time i saw you in INTI, i see that you are doing very well. From that day onwards i promised to myself that i will never get backwards, never ruin your beautiful life, smiled again...
Thanks for breaking up with me...I will do better in the next relationship... If the next companion is still you, i truly hope that we can be together forever...
Again, thanks to my parents and my ex as both is my really important income person. Thanks to ex, i am able to spend all the money to myself, buying new clothes, thanks to my parents , i am able to travel once a week in a holiday...I have spent about RM2.5k for February of 2009... Without you all i sure bankrupt. ^_^V!!
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