Christmas Eve

Well, Merry Christmas i suppose. =) I like christmas song more than Chinese New Year Song, Peaceful, calming, soothing....And somehow can make our soul feel so.... so... eh, don't know how to express. In japanese i think is kimochi ii. Haha!!

I forgot when was my last blog and where i've stopped, but since it's already the end of the year, that doesn't matter anymore to me. Oh yea, time to report last two weeks event... Hmm, watched TRON, bought Sing K, Repair my car clutch, eat subway twice with same topping same sub in 3 days, Printing thesis, Watching One Piece.... And attended last keyboard class in the year 2010. I am not sure whether i am able to work at KL after Chinese New Year but i really do miss the period i am learning...


I thought of working at Genting after Chinese New Year, i am ok with the salary offered, as they have included accomodation and a meal for me, but for me to continue my keyboard lesson seems to be a bit tedious.... I need to get a day leave back there at Genting especially weekends for me to continue my keyboard lesson. That leads me to second choice, which is working at KL.. In plan B, there are two route for me to choose, it's either for me to work as full time employee(choice X) or just sign with part time agency and work for weekends.(Choice Y) Indeed,  with choice Y i manage to get higher pay, but then it may force me unable to continue with my keyboard lesson which is my main reason of staying in KL... The job usually involve 3 days, which is Friday to Sunday. And Jason usually only available on weekends afternoon. For choice X i may have the chance to take leave on one of the weekends but then the pay is much lower than the choice Y. Anyone who read this articles please give me your precious opinion for me to take a reference in deciding choice X or Y. It will be the best if i can choose choice Y, without compromising my keyboard session. Hmm...

There is left about 1 weeks plus before i step into final. To be frank, i haven't study even a single subject. This time, again break another record of me for the fact that i haven't even do my revision yet even it's the end of week 13. But what to do, this year the New Year and christmas falls on week 13 and 14 not 11 and 12.... I just don't have that will to study now... Wish me luck on the coming exam then...

As usual, i feel a bit down when i am still a S&A person towards the end of the year. But then when i think of the past, the two years with my ex.... Christmas and New Year celebration  kinda terrify me. It's a nightmare. Then i start wondering if i have gf now, what will i do, and where will we go.... And the result is i am completely out of idea. So, it's better for me to stay single. B-)

Last but not Least, Merry Christmas to my friends, my families, my relatives and to you.

Towards the End of Advance Diploma

Well, time sure pass away quickly. This is the end of week 12.... I have to admit from week 8 onwards i am superb busy where singing competition is on week 8, prodex 1st round on week 8, week 9 prodex launching... week 10 and 11 like assignment due date and test  as well as thesis draft.... Additional event, tarc open day which i need to practice sing [even though it did not went very well on Friday].... Fui yoh!! I've endure 4 years of study in TARC. Erm, so far so good i suppose. To think that this whole thing is going to put to an end makes me feel sort of down~ But i really should thank TAR College, for helping in developing my skills and attitude towards work in the future. Hmmm, what should i say.... The only regret is i did not have extra time to learn everything about music in M2U.. I wanna learn guitar, keyboard... drum...etc...

Actually i feel a little lazy on updating my blog... Probably because of busying... And actually yesterday i intended to go Genting....  But after some thoughts, i call it an off... Then sing K... But after that i call an off too.... Watch mid night movie and eventually i call it off.... In the end, i am sitting at home playing keyboard.... 1 song after another...Thought i was kinda letoff but the fact is No, i haven't spend time in playing keyboard for a long period.... On mid of week 13 i got to start doing my revision... then proceed to final and hops, CNY... Today will be my keyboard class last lesson for 2010... Mayb i will continue after CNY on 2011.

 There are too many uncertainty up ahead.... And i wanna make sure i've prepared for it. =) Chill Sean!

End of week 11

Oops, guess i missed upating blog for a week. Okay let's continue what i stopped last articles.
FYI, i in top 10, yeap.... For the prodex 1st round, i also in finalist... Miracle ly... I totally cant believe it.
Ok this nonsense did not stop on friday. On tuesday, as expected, i did not won the top 3. However i feel very contented as i manage to get into finalist. You must know that being able to get a sticker that label Finalist stick on my booth is something awesome... Okay, time for unbelieveable thing. On monday i present to external judges, and there's 1 lady are the representative from cradle fund, and she came to my booth on tuesday Prodex. She compliment on my project and said that i am eligible to proceed to applying cradle fund. And i must admit it, that week is just so lucky for me. However, i may not get that fund easily as there are many hassles need to go through. Probably i'll get the fund by next year after i back from UK. And highly likely, the percentage is very very low. I know Mr Pang style. >_< But then i am happy enough to get through this weekend. ^_^V

There, photo of limelight.

Alrite, next to other event.  Erm, Genting time. tuesday is the day prodex. So on thursday morning, about 2.30 am. Me, elay, Chee How, Ren, Brian go to Genting... Wow... this is another f**king unbelievable event again... Going genting on 2.30am ? Without jacket??? With short pants? with slippers??? That time the fog/mist is so heavy... We can barely see the road...Thank GOD, me and my friends safely return on 7.30 am....Go genting for what??? Erm, for mamak... Unbelievable right? I'll skip that part why we go genting in out of sudden.

Friday night, Rapunzel 3D time. =) The show was nice.... All my friend enjoyed it. The gangs consist of natasha, jeck, ren, chee how, brian, elay and me. Okay end of story.

On wednesday and thursday night, we rush our EIS assignment II from midnight to dawn... Phew... 2 days continously took sausage McMuffin as breakfast... Thought i was gonna hang up...

On saturday, here i am... It's actually sunday bcos the clock shows 2.14am. Nevertheless, i think i will continue on my thesis statement. Alright, close those unbelievable stories...One more event which is TARC open day. Then i'll put all my strength to face my final trial before i get to the social university.

Cheers!!

PS: Suddenly many people asked me  or perhaps wondering why is that i don't have girl friend... Some say they cannot accept that i dont have gf... I am handsome, nice personality [those are feedback from my friend and i am not flattering myself] Erm... Why??I myself don't know the exact reason... Is that true that i am happy with my situation now? Or am i waiting for someone? Or sick of hooking up troublesome relationship? Or i am too mature to have one? There's no certain answer... Well, up to you to judge..

A day before the Prodex 1st round

Yo what's up!!! This month is so damn busy for me.... Especially this week. Well juz jump to another paragraph for day to day details.
Monday: An m2u singing competition audition is held... And also a day before exam.. I am so fucked up as time is totally not enough for me. I wasted friday night on one piece... study merely 1 chapter notes on saturday and learning keyboard as well as rehearse for audition for sunday... To be frank, my throat is in a deep shit since last week. Even until now, thursday my throat still cannot be cure. During the audition i sang two song :you raise me up and 记得... The evaluation on myself is bad, as i intend to tune down the key from the very beginning, the key sang is even low as compare during rehearsal time. That time i am so regret that i did not sing higher key.Oh forgot to mentioned, i am number 19. =)
However, i received message from M2U that i am qualified to final... Probably is because when they ask about me did i play instrument before and i answered yes... : Keyboard and guitar!!

Tuesday: Dr Yiauw test. I already foresee that i am gonna fail this test. Yeap!! And it score up to my expectation. I aim to get 4/10 total marks, instead i get 3.8/10 . I am quite happy for that result already... After the test i rush to time square to get my RM140 FYP poster... Along the way back via LRT, Mr Pang called me that he wanted to see me. When he saw my poster, he opened his mouth with a big big STUN, while i tell him the price of the poster.. For 1 minutes.... then only continue his comment... Seriously, that poster is very expensive... >_< RM80 for the design and RM60 for the printing... FUI YOH!!!
At night, there's a briefing regarding the final for the singing competition... Apparently, we are the 18 chosen people to compete and 10 of us will be selected for performing during the college open day... And monday we are to hear the briefing...

Wednesday: This day can be treated as free day. I watched harry potter... Emma was fucking hot... She was beautiful, sexy, hot, intelligence, everything i can imagine... She's a hard 10 in my opinion!!! FUI YOH!!!

Thursday: I skipped two classes, doing all the programming stuff to finalize the project stimulation. And for the final, i sang 黑色幽默 and Do I have to Cry for You- Nick Carter.... I am number 12. I know, my bad~~ I perform awfully bad... This is because i intend to sing high key, as compare to audition where i sing very low key.... Am lil bit down when driving back.... However, i feel very happy as i can meet all those new friends that likes to sing... At least we share the same hobby.... We talk as if we already known each other for quite some time, even if it's the first time. Majority gal gal... HEHE!!!! And some unbelievable stuff happen to me again as i receive a sms, stating that i am the top 10 list... That's what happen when i am typing thursday stuff...Unbelievable,as my pitch is running up and down eh...HOHOHO~~

Friday: This will be tomorrow day.... 1st round... Honestly speaking i've prepared my slide, but i haven't prepare the script... Woooo, so gan jiong!!Currently i am waiting the news from my mates as well... I hope that they can be in top 10 as well...

PS: Busy month makes me feels that my life is very contented, however my body condition is awfully bad...Haiz...

Nutty November

Oh a fortnight since i updated the blog. This november is pretty much busy eh.
(week 6)1st week of november : PTPTN $$ out ady, busy spending money.
(week 7)2nd week of november : Busy Control system revision, thesis as well as working as student asistant.
(week 8)3rd week november : Ctrl sys Test, Power electronic revision, audition two song practice, EIS assignment initial phase
(week 9)4th week of november : Audition for M2U competition, Power electronic test , preparing the prodex, EIS assignment executing phase/evaluating
(week 10) 28,29,30 November : Prodex, EIS assignment pass up

My schedule seems to be fixed. (mmm) I love it when the schedule is fixed as i am not wasting time doing ntg, or thinking "unneccessary" stuff. The thing that's in my mind now is the life after Exam which is next year. I am going to move out, and i need a temporary part time or full time for that!! Direct sales, erm let's juz consider again and again.

As confirm, my fyp is going towards the end, my thesis is right on the track. Just that i am a bit lazy to write on it. Actually i can put that aside 1st as that is my own commitment, where the due date was set by me.

For keyboard progress, i think i made an amazing progress on it. I've learnt C root chords progression,1st INV,m7 stuff, self pick up D chord progression. Still, there's still a long way to go for me.

Oh ya before i put an end to this reporting articles, as planned, i have my haircut this tuesday. All my friends like What the heck the hair so short??? But for me i think it's ok, very comfortable. =)

Seems like there's ntg left for me to share and let's juz stop the crap here. I am blogging with a guilty feeling. =(

Fatal Move!!

It the quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now!!!! Say i wouldn't call but i lost all control and i need you now!!And i dont know how i can live without i juz need you now!!!!!

Obviously it's a lyric from Need you now which a song i madly in love with. Well, not so love now but surely i'll definitely how to sing once the music pop out!!! The point is, now is a quarter to 6. Not pm but AM!!!
To my surprise, i erm like having some kind of evolution, that i get tired easily!!! GOD, i slept at 11pm, woke at 4.30am!!! THE HECK???Of coz it's a great news, glad that my body can go according to nature for once in a while!

It's been two weeks since i touch on my FYP!! To me, it was like already complete and i need just few days to compile and TADA!! Thesis statement come!!To my horror, this is the 1st of november, 1st day on week 6.... And erm... erm... 29 days countdown to Prodex!! Aiyoyo, to think that i wasted 2-3 weeks for doing ntg makes me feel awfully guilty. But at least i donated my 600ml blood last week!!! clearly, there'll be some arguement that why 600ml? Not typical 450ml meh??? Well, after the nurse plug out the pin the blood pack obviously seems to have 600ml to me!! It's bloody full and it do looks like another few drops could lead the whole pack blow!!

Now back to the main core topic of the title and articles, i've made 2 fatal move last month which i have great regret on it. 1st, is from the blog. In PS, i wrote that i've give up on you, this that and erm... The fact is not like that. Everytime, talk/write in this content seems to be the easiest thing than DO~ The very reason i chose to say that rather than being suspicious and gone crazy in mind for the worst case about the rumour spread, i choose to accept the worst condition, prepare for the worst, that the rumour is actually a true story, so that when that become reality, my life wont go so bad. This is the thing i always do when it comes to result, so that if i really fail i wont get so upset... I was not wrong for being self- protective,but indirectly those words i utter in blog.... ruining the friendships of us. Am sorry for that. Really! Truly!! and i mean it! Now that you finally changed back the status, stop the joke and back to the track. I'm glad... Really glad to hear that!! Felt like a stone that continously blocking my heart beat for so long has finally dropped into the sea!!!

Another fatal move is that i attended the world trade seminar talk, which cost me RM45, with the brochure!! To me it is not that bad... It was hard for me to escape from their psycho!! Really!! Try to imagine 2 professional and 1 newbie mouth against 1 unmature mouth(which is me obviously), how to get rid of them??? The best speaker Arthur Yap talk is great, inspiring... But that's all! He dont even get a shit chance to get me into their new product business, silver 8!!! Well, eumora seems nice to me and i might consider that to use it in the future. When i woke up at 4.30am, i know that the decision i've made is firm, and correct for now and i am glad juz to spend RM45 rather than RM4990!!!And for that i must repeatedly thank those lecturers especially Mr Ong, my ex math lecturer and also my ex boss Chan for teaching me their philosophy!!! Chan's strict. But i get to know even more better the life as he shares the same dream to me now. Eager to join some kind of direct sales or working at Oversea. He had gone through it, fell and climb numerously and his story is so GOD DAMN real!!! I cannot deny the fact of his speech!


PS:
The longer i stay in KL, the more i fell in love with KL. I am that kind of person, who hate traffic lights, who hate to wait bus, who wants many shopping complex... who love music and wish to play and learn!!! Well KL offers it all. GK with infinite transportation at daytime, 1/2 hour to grand shopping complex like midvalley and One utama, big long highway with less traffic lights, and the most important things, A great teacher like Jason to teach me keyboard! Man!!!! That was amazing.... Awesome. I'll never regret learning keyboard now. I regret of not learning is so soon. I should have learn it long time ago!!! Of coz, Penang which is my hometown is still the best. What my point is, KL is ain't bad at all! I am glad i've come KL!!! Gosh i am late for my assignment rush.... Gotta end here!!

Updating~~

Phew Phew....I suppose i've been late updating myself over here. As you can see, i bought YAMAHA PSR -E 423 keyboard. ^_^V  With bag and stand total up, RM1360. Though it's a bit expensive but erm... The keyboard's fantastic... Hoo-ray... Finally...Yea~~I think i've mess up my financial control but i am sure i wont regret it. Final sem.. And my CGPA is not going anywhere better... So might as well do what i like, which the passion's there.

Basically there's nothing much i can share on last week as the whole week i ended up worrying that my keyboard arrival. Then at last saturday i fell sick... Due to the weather... But it's all right now and i think i just skipped that. Oh yea i remember now, last week LJMU and SHU and Queens Belfast came and gave their own speech. I've decided to join LJMU!! WHY?? LJMU have such low ranking, higher FEE, shorter period of accomodations, etc. There's one critical reason, the subject is carried by module with module which i think it will be pretty much easy to study... I feels like playing at there more than suffering and that's exactly what i am going to do later.

Yesterday night, i watched Dinner for Schmucks with Yeong Ren and as feedback, the movie was great. I rated 9.5/10 in comedy, making people laugh sides where that's the real purpose of watching that movie... Laugh and laugh and laugh~~ There's isn't much emo inside me now as i have a keyboard class with me, keeping my life busy with assignments, test, keyboard practice and so on.. Bypassing the sad part inside my heart and heals secretly. As the matter of facts, i think i love to be single, to certain extend... I am still enjoying it. Think from the bright sides. Yea!!

As for FYP, i think i've finished overall. 80-90% for software parts. All left is the thesis part and demonstration parts. I need to check with my supervisor what's next.  Assignment and test are coming, upon 4 subjects, none if them i get to know.. So that's why this week i am going to put efforts on it. starts with power electronics and control systems engineering.


PS: i would like to express my thank to Yeong ren for accompanying me sitting at LRT taking keyboard. I think if let's day tat day i went alone, i would not be able to carry all of the stuff.

Wonderful day

Today's a wonderful day. How did i define that day was wonderful??? The day is wonderful when i think positive of everythings, i solve the current problems in my minds and i get to do what i like the most, SING K!!! Today i must express thank to Yeong Ren for helping me to get rid of the error i cannot solve for 2 days. Can't believe that juz a space problem replace with underscore can make the whole program go smoothly...Darn it, why can't i figure that out !!!  Now with my database completed the phase 1, the progress is increment to 60% completion~~~ What i need to do now is to polish the software in terms of everything, my codes are bloody messy!! >_<

Yes, abosolutely correct, SINGing's my hobby, music's my passion and indirectly, sing k is my best entertainment!!! Even though today only 2 ppl's singing, but that feeling is very contented!!! total up we sang about 3 and a half hour with no buffet, that makes us sing even more!!! I can only say, this session is the best session i ever have K'ing since this year... As more people join and sing, the entertainment side is enhance, but self satisfaction is less. Singing's the thing, the route, a way to help me get rid of my pressure, my emo feeling, all my -ve things. Makes me feel more alive, comfortable and clearer in mind... I remember someone ever told me, meat and vege is our body food, but music is our soul food. Guess my soul is pretty hungry~~ In addition, after i practice to follow the law of nature rule, my body condition is getting more and more healthy which makes me singing even more better (in my own perception, no harm k)!!!

On the way back, i took dinner with Ah Thing, we chit chating lots of things. Putting aside the other's people topic, when we discuss about giving people 1st impression, Jeck said to me that my 1st impression makes them feel that i am cheeful person, very positive, can influence ppl to make them happy, In other words, quite a sociable man. Yea and i like that. First Yeong Ren told me in last sem that i am entertainment type persons. Then Natasha told me that i can influence her to become cheerful whenever she meets me and in down mood. When she gt lots of things to do can panick, i can sort of calm her down as if ntg is happening next.

The point is, 1 ppl tell i am not going to believe that. 2 ppls tell, i may believe that i am that type of person, and now 3 ppls acknowledge that... Guess i ought to change that may to i am that type of person. HEHE~ Actually no lah, i just wanna mantain the current situation now or smtg like that~ Not because of ppls praising me and i am going to action or change or smtg else... NO, not a chance!!

Since today i am quite in a good mood, i took lots of photo. Photo of me. HAH!!! It's been a really long time since i gt the mood to self snapping. Post some funny face here~

Keyboard class is going to start in sunday, and i am so looking forward to that! I wanna learn more!! Even though i know that there's still 4 month left in KL. I wanted to make no regret in my college life. Money is not a matter in this case. =)

PS: My god, unbelieveable... seriously. she read through my blog... Oh god i am so fucking shy >_
Usually she din blog to frequent. mayb in 18 months she only updated 5 articles maximum. But yesterday.... she update two ariticles at the same time. 1st is the Aquarius stuff, and 2nd is the update for some dairy of smtg. She posted comment on my articles... Haiz.... it's like i verbally approve my own penalty sentence and she's like the judge to change that verbally to become a black and white penalty sentence. No hope at all.... GONE~ i'm already gone.... guess what i can only sing Kelly clarkson, already gone....Cos i'm already gone by that time the judge permit and watching me to execute the death sentence..  >_<


Kelly clarkson - already gone

[verse1]
Remember all the things we wanted


Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would have work out right, yeah

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop



[Chorus]
I want you to know

That it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

But someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone


[verse2]

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you wanna cry

It started with the perfect kiss then

We could feel the poison set in

"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go



[Chorus]
You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on

So I'm already gone

Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone



Remember all the tings we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye



[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on

So I'm already gone

summary of 27th sept my 21st bday as well as week 1

TATA, from the pic you can see how crazy i am at that day....Since i have already become a man, i have nothing to lose...I guess... I need not to describe that situation... The journey yes... at 11 pm me and Thing reach M.U. Waiting all member to gather and of course Chee How, 26th bday boy... I did do made some preparation that they might be celebrating my bday as well, but i did not expect that they go to lookout point for celebrating... And of course, did not expecting two cakes from secret recipe as well...Ordinary and cheese cake... Unbelieveable...That last pic u can see, i already half naked, on the middle of the road, running at the bottom of the crossover... being recorded, capture two dot of my nipples and being uploaded on FB. Luckily i ask my fren to remove it b4 each and every ppl see it. Haiz....

This year birthday, i must say, the best and unbelieveable as well as most surprising birthday i ever have.. Let's see, i never have a party like others does, i never celebrated by my housemate back at penang because everytime my bday is located at holiday... And i receive short msg sevice from my dear mom wishing me happy birthday, and a facebook email from my dad, wishing me happy birthday as well. I think this is also the first time i receive both blessing from my parents throught the technology....I feel deeply touched....And erm, well~~ 1 more is i receive a sms from the gal i give up hope last few minutes before my birthday's over... Can't say i am on heaven but erm, feels like i get a consolation prize as i still the person she remember my birthday even when she has bf....

This first week is a slow week for me, and for my FYP, i think everything is going smoothly... I have confident that i can make it before prodex~

1st of october is also a heart breaking day at the morning, as the result's is out...Actually there's nothing to fear on whether i pass or fail, like in wall street say, good day i am ok, bad day i am ok... It's just the progress matter. The heart beats i think can reach high to 145 rate during the 3 seconds interval loading the result page... Lucky things is that i pass all... Those 3 dangerous subject which i think in border get B, B and A-... Surprisingly~~~

In just 1 week, i have watched "wall street", "alpha and omega 3D", and "eat pray love". I must say, i waste a lot of money on movie... HAHA!!! The rating of this 3 movie is not high to me. wall street the meaning's too deep, alpha omega is the typical cartoon storyline, eat pray love i cannot learn much on it as i think i still not that age to understand the message of the movie...

Summary, i spent my 1st week play ans spend more than reading... But it is normal since week 1 has nothing much to do...

PS: I've really try my best to keep my distance with you, so please don't try to contact me in the sense of more than a fren that i feel, i give u my bless on u and ur bf... Be Happy, and concentrate on ur study. Complaining and running away from the academic will make ur life in AIMST feels more miserable, so please be positive about ur study in every sense.

Tat's all for week 1 and Happy Birthday sean, FAST FAST go genting showoff to the casino guard!!!HAHA!!!

A surprise 21st bday early celebration from Pg hometown friends

The surprise happened on friday, where me and my friend going for yam cha at bloggers cafe without noticing they're preparing to throw me that big surprise...Initially the venue is at Station One.. But on 9 o clock i received msg that venue had changed to Blogger's cafe. After topping up my Touch n Go in Maybank, i rush there.... When i at blogger, no ppl's there. I called xue ting, she say there are at old town, next to blogger. After meet with them, we go back to blogger for yam cha session. They purposely waited for me to finished my meal, then Suki trying to pursue me to sing at the stage with her 驻唱歌手 frens. Initially i rejected, but after some words of comfort lar, i begins to have interest on singing on that stage. I wanna know the feeling of singing at Cafe to customer, as i planned to become one after finished my Engineering degree. I wanted to become that person(forgot name dy)that i met at Super Boy audition, as an engineer but at friday sat and sun night, a singer at a cafe. So i give it a shot. On 10 o clock he really come and we introduce ourself, discussing the song we gonna sing. At first i decided to sing 你不知道的事, but i know that my vocal tat day is not good as earlier i drove to top up my touch and go card, i try to sing and shout in my car to test my vocal today. As predicted i cannot come out with smooth pitch on chorus part. Then i changed my song to 王力宏- 柴米油盐酱醋茶. But i was unfamiliar with that song. Argh nvm we act spontaneously at that time. That singer is Xiao Kang. It's good to know a 驻唱歌手 as frens. YAY!! This is the link..
http://www.facebook.com/ytsean?v=app_2392950137#!/video/video.php?v=430656753260
During the performance i did many mistake, as this is my unprepare things, and first attempt, guess i can forgive myself for that. HEHE~

As soon as the performance finished, i pass back the microphone to lady (name hui ting) beside him, then he inout of sudden ask me to stay, i thought he wanted me to sing more, caught my thrill inside heart. HAHA~~ But the truth is no, as i hear his talk more, i felt smtg was amiss, then he ask me to close my eye stuff like that. Then the bday celebration things slipped through my mind~ After the count down, Birthday song was sang. At tat moment i was so so so DAMN surprised on it. MY GOD, did i tell you that when i was 18, i wish my birthday would somehow being celebrated by friends, as my birthday is always dropped on the middle of holiday, making all friends cannot celebrate with me. Oh  i longed this moment for really long, long until i forgetted this desire after the broke up with my EX. This is the best surprise and first bday celebration i ever had. The very reason that i do not expect they to celebrate my birthday that friday is because many of my friend also have birthday around the corner. 23rd sept chun yan from KPL, 24th Sy yeong From KPL, then 26th, my cousin in KL and Chee How from KL advance Diploma, and 27th my birthday, 29 boon lin from secondary and boon hong from KPL. YOU SEE THAT?? celebrated my birthday on 24th is unexpected because my mind is thinking how to celebrate my fren who birthday that day. FYP stuff keeping my mind busy also a contributing factors. This is the link
http://www.facebook.com/ytsean?v=app_2392950137#!/video/video.php?v=430679648260
My GOD, thank you for granting me such frens. I like the tie between me and them. I've thanked all people in facebook that day. I would like to further express my thanks to suki as she plotted this kind of surprise. The idea of putting me up to the stage is never been planned. Until when we reached bloggers then this idea cross her mind.

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<< Every people Exclude MC



OF course is me myself.



LHS pretty lady hui ting, RHS lengcai Xiao Kang Middle dummy sean, XD

Thank you my friends, for letting me have such memorable birthday celebration, and my lovely family who always stay in happy condition.... My father , mother, and two sister. My father bought me a GOLD key for my 21st. I never expect that he would be so generous for me. Earning money to support the family is very tough i know it very well. On thursday the whole family go to 喜来登 for celebrating my early birthday. Although they did not say happy birthday to me but i feel very very happy ady, as it was 4 years since me and my family go out and have a great dinner. Last time is when i am going to Penang to study. That dinner cost RM46 per pax.. 5 persons total.

For my relationship stuff, i've stopped thinking it. Although those romantic words always posted in facebook i get down once in a while... After i watched those stuff, i do my sit up as many as possible till i tired to think about it. Then i am all right now. As i say, i couldn't afford to waste my time sad or EMO more about those relationship that never starts at the beginning. I've grown up huh!

Recently i watched some educational clips from china and i would like to share this statement. 万恶淫为首，百善孝为先. It say, among all the bad things, sex things is the major of it. On the other hand, among all the good things, 孝顺 daddy and mommy is the first move. This is the summary of our great ancestor from china. They've been through from last 5000 years and we must stick to that teaching  in order to become a successful and healthy person. The successful person that i mention is not talking about being a millionaire or smtg like that. NO!

Wanna know more? Consult me. =)

又一个星期六的深夜

Weird, felt like saturday night is blog night.... Hah!! I told before that i love the song "星期六的深夜" sang by Lee Hom. When i listen to that song, even when i was together with my second ex, tears will still rolling around my eye. This is probably that song that stick real close examples to my broken heart after relationship i suppose.I saw fren blog juz now. Figure out that she's going through the same path as i been through last year, enjoying single at the beginning of couples of month after the decision, but when the enjoy faded and loneliness invaded, and only realize that how you miss the old time deep beneath your heart where you know you cant find the way back into love ever again.... How sad it is. I wish i could give some word of comfort to her but erm~ i still believe that rather than renting a temporary shoulder, left her to be alone now will make her even stronger later on. Hang On there, once the new semester come, you feel better.

For my own relationship, i finally give up on her. It's hard for me to make such decision. I believe that there'll be another person better than me to take care of her later on. So let it be. I'm just a normal guy, where all talent are only halfway, and a decent future engineer with low increment salary. After get rid of that relationship slot in my mind, I finally realize the importance of friend. On last Wednesday, i have a two gathering continuously at Blogger cafe(KPL) and station one cafe(5s1 and 5s2).  It's nice to have a annual gathering with friends. It help to warm up the chain of friendship... And i am glad to be a member of cadet police in secondary. It seems that we are the only team who have annual gathering every year.

On Friday, I have another outing with my ex-housemate. It surprised me that without watching movie, i can stay at Penang for 9 hours like that. From 5 ppls, 2 drop plane and result in initial 3 ppls start their journey from BM. Bowling session for 3 ppl, go INTI find another 2 frens and meet coincidently another fren at queensbay which total up is 6 persons. Skipping my hair clumsy topic, i found that those friends that at the beginning i am not comfortable hang out with, acknowledge by me as a good fren without noticing. That feeling is warm, comfortable thinking that can have so much nice friend along my side, even we are not at the same college or location in pursuing our cert, the friendship tie will not break easily. I learn another precious thing on that friday too, that is using my fujifilm camera. I once complained on you, mad at you, utter dirty words on you, it is because i do not know your beauty. Now that i get to realize how nice you are, i think you and i can be a great partner. =)

This section is talking about my Final year project. On wednesday, after delaying the date to friday with my friends, i finally resumed my FYP. I feel that everyday i made a lil' progress. Even that was just a little, i am content with that, at least i finally get serious in FYP. Till now, i finally done my first linking coding. However, the more i dig, the more i realize that there are even more thing that i need to do in my FYP. Thinking that makes me feel scary, worried that i may not have time to finish in schedule. Linking is easy now. But to make the linking perfect, putting delay when getting data, always have the reader standby to being read, increment, decrement accordingly, distinguish the product is hell lot of works. After that i still need to complete  that database using microsoft access, and even more fuzzy after these i need to do a code that can auto generate email to supplier or prepared properly with the click and that data can be sent. Headache ar~~~ Looks like i need another 7-14 days to do my work without interrupting my studies. But my new semester is about to start in 1 weeks. Problem again. >_<  Doing the project alone is scary, because you only have internet as your friend and nothing else. Supervisor not in the programming field and when you shout for help, no people's listening. But this is my decision and i have prepared for it.


Go sean go. You can do it.

Desperate in changes

Did i share in this blog that i've been running toilet badly yesterday? Well, I think i can share some here. It all begins on last blogging, Friday. I think after i publish that articles, the sun is already rise, 7-8 o clock i suppose. suicide reason1: Too late sleep. That day is the 1st day or Raya, so my mom decided to go visit my K-mom, and grandmother as well at Kedah and hence i wake up at 12 i suppose. suicide reason 2: Not enough sleep
After Branch, went there chit chat, eat junklish. suicide reason 3: harming body unnecessarily.  Evening back, i decided to go for jogging. 10 rounds at my taman park. The reasons beings for jog is that i hope to get little tired and avoid insomnia as well as putting my weight in control. suicide reason 4: over pushing unrest body. For dinner, since my mother didn't cook, my sisters and me go for KFC. Since i brought the family feast, there's lot of harmful food there. 1st, whole 1.5L of pepsi with full CO2, need not to mention about the fried chicken, and i sucked whole bottle of thai chili sauce sumore, the colesaw is suppose to be the healthy food initially, but they stored for too long. I think there's something wrong with it which recalling the fullness and taste could make me vomit immediately >_< . Since the preparation all done, there it go.

After the jog, making my stomach so much hungry, hence, as soon as pepsi opened, i sucked a cup at once, putting all CO2 inside my stomach, continued my placing fried chicken, allowing those oil to serve as a barrier and prevent the CO2 get lost from my stomach, eating big plate of colesaw which it ady has smtg wrong makes the situations worse... That night i vomitted twice at midnight 3 4 o clock. Resulting in wasting my money in a flush, and making my stomach gastric...

Saturday, i consult doctor, I had to say, BM all doctor useless d. Same pattern d. Talk 3 min, then give stupid medicine.... There goes my weekend, wasting 2 day acting like a patient, no mood to do things, no mood to eat, play, nor do the Final year project~~~

Monday, finally i gotten better. Meet with sy yeong, so jusco wash face... During the period my stomach pain like hell... As soon as i get home, took my dinner, then i been running the toilet every 5 minutes... Continously from 8.30 to 10.30 pm. in Chinese, 没有十次也有八次... I seriously consider smtg was wrong with my organ back then... Totally numb with it~~ That scenario can totally be discuss with sitting in front of the laptop, reading FYP infomation in just 2 words, or lines.... The stomach summon me to go toilet, repeatedly.

Tuesday, that problem still persist for 2 times i guess. After that, i am sicked with the frequent running toilet and instead of doing FYP, i play my PS2. Good thing is that i made a slightly tiny little progress with FYP which i managed to link my hardware, and download other ppl C programming, and retrieve the data inside. Still the coding is way too complicated. I need more time flexibility where there's no interruption on event, frens call, and neither the stomach ache to accomplished it. However, i see many of my friends have continued their progress pretty fast through plurk, blog and others... This making me feel very uncomfortable, beginning to stress. Thinking that i have not done much after for 4 months durations.... Haiz~ This only proves 1 thing, that i am not the engineer type of person and i can pretty sure of that.

On the other side of me, i re-evaluate myself, feelings, point of view towards the "BnG relationship". I figured it out finally, i was the one who choose to ended up become like this, cant blame anyone for it. I should mantain my very important concept which is 她快乐等于我快乐~ What matters is everyone important to me, stay healthy, happy and that's it. Although when i clicked at her FB page, there's still minor bleed occur in my heart, but i'll sure sooner the time will heal it. Let's keep my life as simple as now. Need not to mixed up all those relationship status which i not really need it now, so why bother it and let it pain inside my heart? I just afraid of the fact that most engineers are unable to get a wife even in their 30's age. Too busy i suppose. But for my case, i decided to set a target limit that in 5 years, if i still an engineer, i'll quit and begin the other job.

There's 1 more thing bothering me. Most of my classmate stayed in KL to pursue their FYP. Minority ppl like me stay at home for whole break. They can continue their FYP without distraction. But for me, living in KL is nice. But staying in uncle house is bad, horrible. There's no life there. I may wonder, what if i stay in KL, will i able to accomplish thing like my classmate? But deep beneath my heart i know that it is impossible, i'll miss my parents, friends, and homesicked...The choice's is mine. If i were given second chance, i'll choose the same path again, back hometown and meanwell continue my FYP. What regrets is that i need more determination on it as well as the environment for me to do it. Staying at my room in the afternoon is like staying in sauna, going downstairs and i'll get distract by my mother daily drama. Ishhh~~I need to find a solution to cope with it somehow.
I left 1 and a half week staying at BM, and the same time remaining to complete my FYP. Argh, thinking about the timeline is killing me.

Today's wednesday, hopefully after the meet with my ex housemate, and gathering with secondary mate, i can concentrate on my FYP. Wish my stomach stay in low profile today.... :-$

Deep within Happiness

Well, i suppose i been frequent in blogging this few days... Somehow i miss the exam period... Exam sucks... But that feeling of just concentrate on the exam, which while we are examing, it's like 考试大过天. No loneliness feeling, no complicated feelings, no FYP, no Emo, no $$ headache, and the feeling of hoping for many unexpected event when back hometown. Man~ Only exams matter!! For those subject who have confidences, aim for A while for lack of confidences, aim for C.. That all...

Now, back at hometown... It's really great to see my mother, father and my families... Well, for a few days at least. Those familiar dialect from other home town ppl, Irresistable food... That is just for a few days.

Deep inside, when the night is high, I cant sleep. Insomnia i suppose. The habits now is getting extraordinary tired from 8 to 12. Then become unusually active from 1am onwards.... Oh boy~ I mess up my time >_<

So what's the reason's behind??

Partly is because of my FYP. Mainly is because of this loneliness feeling. I fell for someone. For year i guess. I like everything about her. She's active, friendly, responsible, cute(for me), always going for outstations.... But recently, she's way too over the limits~~ For days i feel very very down, for the relationship status~ Couple of days later, changed from in a relationship to In a Relationship with XXXXX. It triple up my heart brokens. I know that it is almost impossible to have that relationship with Mr X, since we still have our regular msn chat. But not that frequent. I decided to uncover the fact. To my horror, they are playing... X simply send the invitation to her for the purpose to dare her and she accept it without second thought. There goes the truth. They are not couple but you see rumour when get spread too far, it became real for the others to think. They even 假戏演到底. I wish to could tell u my feeling but i cant.

Things gotten worse when i back hometown until now, i haven't meet my old fellows. They been busy. Some i don't even know where they are now. It's like meaningless to get back home. No ones to meets, no peoples to share those topics. Usually ppls say that human's heart are 犯贱. It's true. The more i expect, the more letdown i receive. And because of that my heart are not satisfied yet to start my FYP. Before i sleep back then, my mind struggle for what kind of satisfaction i must have in order for my heart willing to do the FYP. The time in my house is going too peacefully, i seems to get infected seriously.

In this recent, i always recall back one of the topic that discuss in FM. I forget what FM is that but there's a question asking ppl about, 你觉得单恋 但是失恋比较痛苦？ I asked this question to myself... Personally, these two things are hurt, but in different perspective. Unrequited love(Onesided love) is not as pain as but it will hunt you pretty long.... years...  Lovelorn(dissapointment in love affair) on the other hands, is very much painful... It can make you sleepless for month, losing appetite, losing target of life, losing focus, losing yourself etc. These however, if you manage to squeeze out with a remedy(i am not saying vaccine for the lovelorn), you can heal up pretty fast, maybe in a couples of days, weeks. Only the would that left on the heart needs more time to cure.

Since both are pain, why people still want it so badly? For me, those priceless thing require more time than other to acquire. That's for sure. PHD is so high, but in order to gain it the path also double the tough.  I like the song sang by Lady antebellum - "Need you now "so much. Among all the lyric i think this suits me most. "Guess i rather hurt than feel nothing at all... " I rather have Unrequited love than feels nothing at all. At least that'll keep my heart beats, make life a little bit meaningful~~  Surely, i always have my ass kick real bad when it comes to relationships.

Share with you a story. There's a University, and a class where the students are part time, have their own families, career and their own business. One day, the professor ask for volunteer to conduct some class examples. A woman stand up and volunteers. Professor asked the woman to list down all the important persons in her life. There she lists. Friends, Parents,Husband, Children, etc... Then the professor asked her to erase 1 list that is least important to her in her life. She took some time, and finally erase the friends. Then Professor asked the woman to do the same steps again, The woman struggle, couples of minutes later she erased Parents... Until there's only 2 choice left, Husband and children. The professor asked the same question again.... Tears rolling from woman eyes. Finally, she erased the Children. The professor asked her : "Why you choose this as your decision?" The woman answered : "There are many important people who step into my life,  however, one will slowly leaving you as time passed by. Friends are the best example. You may have 40 classmater as your friend in your primary, but only few will become your good friends. Slowly time passed and they leave you and you have another bunch of friends at differents level. Parents are important, but they'll passed away someday... Children are importants, but they will start over a new family when they grown up and eventually leave you behinds. Only husband that will accompany me to spend the rest of my life together." 

To me the moral value of this stories is that choose wisely your partner if you wanna him/her to accompany you for the rest of the life. I missed the day that i have partner... Seriously~ Can't blame me because i had almost 2 years i did not step into the whole relationship stuff. Two is better than one i suppose. It's really hard to find....

感触

The day after my exam... I back with heavy mood, thinking that upon 5 subject i encounter, there are 3 subject in the border lines... Might fail... Before i back, i go to canteen to fill my hungry stomach but unfortunately, that day is saturday... Canteen closed~ While trying to figure out what i am going to eat, Subway suddenly popped into my mind, then i called yeong ren. In the end we go eat together with brian, Chee How, Eric, as well as yeong ren and me. This is a very surprise meal as i eat the crab meat(which is seafood).. I break my own record...At house, i have no mood to do anymore thing... Except for glazing at the ceiling... I wish that time can pass slowly but unfortunately there's too much thing i need to do. 1st is decide where to go at night. 2nd is arrange the time for tomorrow event. 3rd is packing up my luggage, and 4th, recompile my notes...

1st coming event = appointment with jeck thing, Pool. 2 hours for only RM12. Cheap. Sumore gt many gals around. I got 4 continous lucky shot and 1 double shot that time. Lucky. V^_^V That stick until 11.40pm... Going for yam cha, supper... Met AEL gang... Wan Cyber cafe wor... I took roti kosong and teh tarik at steven corner... So heart contentive supper for me. =) After that 13-14 ppl counter strike.... Till approx 2 o clock like that. Back house, packing goods... till 4 to 5 smtg.

11 o clock woke up. Preparing for Sing K session which all photo i posted to the facebook. Thanks again to Jason for treating us. This is the longest session i ever had. 2 o clock start until 9.45pm....That still haven't finish... Unbelieveable....

Thanks to Justin, Yee Wen, and Xiiao Yiin for making this event successful.

 AND for JJ lin event running synchonize with Sing K session, That was amazing.... Minus the time waiting for JJ... 1 and a half hour.. I still give distinction to it. I got the signature too. =)

When i reached house.. It is already 12 am.. in 1 hour, i depart from KL back to my very own hometown. Since i manage to reach before 6 am.. I have 20% off for my tol fee. Yea.. Finally i verified what my lecturer told me.

I reached home at 6.40am i suppose. My father heard the sound of the door and opened the door for me. That is where the article title begins to link with. I reached my room.. Thank to me myself the whole room is a mess. Insect waste are every where. It is actually normal when come to think of it that the room have been isolated for 4 months. It took me 1 and a half hour to clean up the whole room. Not to mention i haven't sleep until that time. Who to blame??? I was the one who tell father not to tell mother that i am driving at midnight, for not letting her worried for my safety. After cleaning up the room, it is already 8 o clock. i see my mom, my dad face even clearer... 皱纹有改善但老人斑却.... as for my dad 白头发散到更广的地方...The applicances in my house even more packed... My father bought himself a massage machine... More recycle goods in my house...After a cup of milo, l pull myself to upstair, laying my body at my newly changed bedsheet...monotoning...

"You've grown big. Dad n mom's getting older... You need to take heavier responsibilities from now on. Youngest sister still in SPM, you are the only boy..." Those word keeps fading, and fading in my mind..我很感激我的父母，从出生带我到现在，成为个有用的人。Really. I love you so much mom and dad~ Imagine in just 4  months u can already see the changes in your parents.... What if you work oversea for 4 years??? How would your father and mother become???

Somehow, at my own house, it has a special Enchantment, halting all the mission and assignment ahead... Peaceful mindset... Leading me to the dream world. Only at 4pm my mom woke me up....And here i am. =)

31st August 2010 Merdeka Anniversary 53 yrs old

Yea, right... Merdeka... It's been really long since Malaysia exist. Racism Issue slowly going up. Basically today's a holiday in Malaysia. Still i need to study, putting up the guiltiness on watching 2 movie yesterday without revising the next subject. Taken my branch. But i still don't wanna start yet simply bcos i woke up not long ago, and waiting my stomach to digest a little while...

Oh yea forgot to share... I won JJ Lin times square this sunday 4 tickets from My FM. Kinda surprise. I can only say, the world is fair. Not because i am so lucky. I used up mayb 20% of the luckiness, then i further amplified the LUCKY to 40% chances. Of course, that took me RM15++ to do it. How i do it? Basically, i exploited the terms and condition inside the game. It mentioned that the 10 fastest ppls to answer all 5 questions, can win the tickets with 50 cents per sms. The first round is definitely fail, trying to find all the correct answer, either A or B. Then second round, verified if the sequence is the same, but it's not. Means the 1st question in 1st round mayb in the 4th question in second round. But it won't escape. In the game, there are 2 B and 3A answer. The strategies i took, with a little luck i suppose, is waiting for the chances that on the 1st and 2nd question, asking the B answer, which automatically starts from question 3 to 5,the answer is all A, so i just need prepare to send without reading the question. I did it. On the 4th round, means i simply send mayb about 2.5 sec on 1 and 2 questions respectively. But starts from question 3 onwards, i prepared the answer so that once the message come, in milisecond, the answer sent, then i prepare the same answer since i know from 3 to 5 the answer are A. Taking the same procedure. HEHE!! I say there's definitely got other ppl have done the same thing as there are 2 round the answer are BBAAA. And i only win 1 slot, 4 tickets. It's a pity i cant win 8 tickets, as on sunday i have 4 classmates, 1 teacher are on Lowyat redbox sing K. 4 aren't enough to distribute to 5 ppls. Mayb have to sacrifice teacher LOL.

Yesterday b4 i sleep, i read about the articles posted from 光华, it reported that government distributed RM150K scholarship each for 50 chineses. But $$ need not to pay back but must serve government after graduated. They are doing everything to gain Chinese trusts. IF it's still cannot gain chinese trust, PM will ask? What you chinese actually want??
What i want? What we want? It's pretty hard to answer actually. Because we been purposely neglected, rejected... and been treated unfair for countless time... TBH cases, ice kacang puppy love unfair cases, recent Namewee cases, all these made the chinese tribes lose confidences to the government. Personally, i kind of love this country. The mamak culture(which cannot possibly exist in UK or US or other developed countries), food here, Land here, and peoples too i suppose. Everything is nice juz the fair treat issue. We all study EIS, know that we cant have equal treat since we are born unequal. Someone born with silverspoon and someone born with many defects. The only thing we can do is fair treat. Malay 6 chinese 3 India 1 ratio is no longer apply in most case such as matrix case. I am glad that i am chinese too rather than Indian, as the organization is fighting to gain more for the tribes which Indian tribes on the other hand, their culture here is vanishing in an incredible speed. They no longer have much tamil school as we does, Some urban area they already replace their mother language to English...Seriosly thinking, what we want from government? We want the government to change? U think after changing the government, the corruption wont exist? Or we want the Malay to get rid of their privilege? This seems to be impossible as well. Personally thinking, I don't care whether the 2020 aim to get realize, realizing it wont make anything change. The living cost is only going to be more and more high, making more ppl jobless, social case arise, security coverage decrease, death rate increase. We achieve nothing. I just want a fair treat from government, sustainable development to have better environment for future generation. One malaysia is actually a good starting point, just please dont do anything diversing the objective. We ady been a laughing topic for other countries,so please stick to the vow.

Well, talking nonsense is just wasting my time. It doubled up my guiltyness. Sienz..

狂风暴雨的情绪

This exam period is killing me... I sleep at 6++ o clock am for continous 2 weeks... Then, smtg in facebook popped out and jammed my mind.... In a relationship ことが。
I tried to convince myself not to bother the thing. And i did. But once in a while my feeling of gaining more detail is driving me..pushing me to log on to  facebook....
For the 1st 2 subject.... I did not do well...In fact, i lose to myself....
EIS, i managed to finish the question. But then i lose to myself where i keep persuading me that the clocking is ticking... I briefly go through the question, and as a result my answer is diversing the topic i read... Other than this mistake..The rest of the questions i did quite bad...paragraph construction i fail to do it... Not to mention about my doctor handwriting... I calculated the approximate mark i can get... 40+. I feel relieve... Oh GOD please let me pass this subject enough...

For 2nd subject, i try my best best to revise all the day before the exam.. During the exam, the standard is really quite easy as Mr loo said before compare to previous year. I finished 1 out of 4 question in 45 min, over taking other question 15 min time. Due to lack of confident, and mindset problem, i panicked after the first question, then deciding which is the second question i can do as all of the question i think i can solve it. I am struggling doing the second question. Changing 2 times the question and yet ntg i done... There it goes i waste another 30 minutes... The remaining is 30 minutes... i no longer have words to describe my ending... At last few minutes, i saw a free 9 marks that i think i can easily score in 3 minutes, i do it straight away... However, upon 25 marks, i only manage to get the 9 marks..... After the exam... I tell Mr Loo please bear with my handwriting as the handwriting is way too terrible like i am writing my own notes style...I dare not calculate the marks... I don't have the courage to do it. That evening, i go gym with my fren... Releasing all my stress onto the weight...

Today, 星期六的深夜...it  is also a song, by Lee Hom. Which i love it so much... The song can drag my tears out when i feel like being describe in the lyric...I try to be strong... The thing that haven't or never begin, stopped , shall put no harm on me. It just that deep beneath my heart, i feel all alone again, after placing someone in my heart, heal my wounds. The wound cured.... But i've removed the medicine that i placed for decades, leaving vacant inside. The void created let outer wind blew inside, chills a heart that suppose to be warm....

Just like the pictures, snow slowly accumulated the house and surrounding area. True, the picture is beautiful symbolize character appearance. The house represents the heart of the character, empty.  Without a single person this is just a poor pitiful beautiful picture.

Exam Period life in semester 1 year 2

As stated on topic. This article is all about the thing before exam. Before the first paper i still have 3 days remaining. Well, before exam... I still go for movie Love and Disguise.. You can judge how much i love this movie when i directly set my blog on the default 1st song from the movie. Personally, Compare to the Secrets directed by Jay Chou, Jay movie rating is slightly higher. But after the movie, i am impressed by Lee Hom talent even more. His voice is also same with JJ lin categories, which those specialty i want but i can never be as good as them. Both thumbs-up for Lee Hom. But then, after the movie... i been scolded by my fren Chee How. For not accompanying him go. Zha dao..I though exam period no ppl wanna go ady. Sumore me and my sis that day OHM's coming.

Before the movie i ady broke, overdraft for this month and i don't know why. I lost track of my financial record since the PC fair... Still, i enter the "classic " shop while waiting for my sister to buy smtg from gal shop... Window shopping, i whisper to myself if got Final Fantasy XIII i buy... And so it is, i spent 1 piece of Paper again which i only withdraw 2 piece from the ATM juz before visiting the shop... Thanks to Classic i now overdraft by another RM150.


   TATA..] but then inside when i checked the disk on saturday(i bought on tuesday), i only realize that inside contains 2 DVD disc 2... Zha dao ....
Had to go there replace on sunday

During the period, usually i am very active on the night and for example blogging at 4.30am.
Again, i would like to express my "grateful" thank to insomnia infection.. where i always infected whenever the exam period.
For this semester exam, i am so so so so so kan jeong for the final. The time for me to study is too limited and the scope is too wide. Perhaps i being kia su for this semester, since i predicted my CGPA will drop... quite a lot. The prediction not from my performance, but is base on the failing rate senior did as well as the syllabus...
I was too stupid for insisting myself things would end like a fairy tales or nice ending or smtg. And yet, i know i am going to wake up soon. Nevertheless i still continuing my efforts on my exam.

Ppl will sometime have self judgement, after making decision, we lookback on the results we get and see whether we regret of making such decisions o not. Well, basically i looked back on the decision i made. Well,
i confessed to a gal, where i get rejected...I joined the vocal class, even though i know final year is inevitable things, and more historical, am i correct to stay at penang for 2 years before coming KL... Well, after reviewing all the decision... I think so far i have no regrets.. =)  I could have come to KL earlier, as KL friends are so so friendly and steadier compare to Pg friends, i could have done both guitar and keyboard lesson in TARC if i come 2 earlier, i could have mastered japanese course too. But, in Penang, the feeling of earning money(part time) by myself while studying to support me and gf expenses, feeling of having very good friends in Penang whenever i back hometown, knowing most of the popular roads in Penang seems to be very contentive too. I am grateful too to join Vocal class, learn quite a lot of things... even though my vocal did not improve. I joined the TARC musical audition too a few weeks ago. Although i know that i am ready with a plane when i am selected. From the audition, to my horror, my vocal can reach 2 octave. That is simply amazing to me. It is awesome to know that my vocal can be low from minimum D to maximum G.

This few weeks i also in a frequent GYM mood. The main reason behind is that, after me and chee how went gym, we always go GK see that Attractive, Adoring, Amazing gal.. FYI, the gal, name Katie, i think same ago with us, is in the front cover of the Ifeel magazine in the month of MAY. My friend and I, always numb when she smile to us... So buying desserts from leng lui has become a driven source gyming. But now after i've cut my hair last monday... It seems that my body and face ratio gone wrong... And my upper chest... I waved my limit to 45kg.. And as a result, gotten bigger, where it is over my target...But nvm lah..

This period i will frequent on9 too. But not blogging obviously. Time consuming. The very reason i blog today is because i drank a packet of Coffee Supermix(JJ Lin) that packet... where i feel so fresh till the clock point to 5 am now... Haiz...

After the exam i have many activities too. There's a special gal for me wanna treat me for some reasons i cant tell bcos i forget jor.. The day after the exam i will sing K with vocal class mate and teacher as well.. Argh so excited since i din sing K with gals... HAHA Oh yea JJ lin coming Time square too. I wish to go cos after exam dy but erm... see whether i can settle that event o not.

Okie.. times up.. my eye getting pain and tired also~~

你不知道的事 guitar classic(self pick up)

Yesterday i watch the love in disguise. As the result of this i am so damn in with that melody... write it here so that next time i forget it i can recall back here.

Capo 1: C#


C F

53 53 43 43

10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20 11 32 21 32 11 32 21 32

C

53 53 40 40

10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20 23 30 20 30 23 30 20 30

C F

53 53 43 43

10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20 11 32 21 32 11 32 21 32

C

53 53 40 53 52

10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20 23 30 20 30 21 30 20 30

F C

43 43 53 53

11 32 21 32 11 32 21 32 10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20

………………. To b cont

Chorus:

C F G Em Am Dm G7 C C7

F G Em Am Dm G C

A wonderful saturday.

7 august 2010.. Pc fair.. I went with my sis. The reason i dont wanna join my friend go is that i have to meet with my dad later at Impiana hotel so might as well just go with my sis.

I meet Guan poh them at KLCC LRT there... What a coincidence. They invite me for movie but'erm i somehow reject it. Mayb is bcos of the movie review... Or mayb it's bcos smtg else... In deep of my heart, i wish to go with them too bcos of Elay 7D DSLR.. XD

This time going PC fair,　もてきは　ただひとつ．それは External Hard drive 500Gb.

We go from top to btm floor. Visit through sony booth. Deeply impressed with the 3D Tv. When i ask about the brochure, the assistant shake her head.. Well that is quite a let down. They make me impress with the technology then no brochure to know more???

Okie.. Skipped those part until we came across the btm floor. There we begin our hunt.

We have 2 selected brand list. Bufalo and WD. bufalo price range 500Gb, 189, 209, 229 with 4 colors to choose. The 209 and 229 is twice speed fast.(i forgot this feature when considering). WD 500Gb 199. We ask and ask and continuing comparing 2 booth price... In the end we allocate design,color and porch with higher priority consideration.. Bufalo only bufalo white coor is nice. But the porch is very ugly. WD have only 1 black color. In the end we fail the bufalo and bought 500Gb from WD each. Which after when i back i plug and tranfer file into the drive... i begin to regret.. Haiz...

The transfer rate very very slow ar... average speed is only 8.5Mb from D drive and C drive is 15 Mb... 15Mb is okay. But the 8.5Mb is really slow. And i cannot accept it. I calculated/estimated based on the rate i see, if i were to used up all the spaces in my WD drive, it takes up 15 hours to finish it. What the HECK is this... This is the time where i begin to regret. I should have brought bufalo drive, with twice writing speed d mah.. Haiyo.

Then finally while waiting for the time to pass, my sis repay me a starbuck drinks...which i order the lemon green tea ice blended.(summer product) Reason being are: i never tasted b4, and i wanna trigger the stomach hungriness so that i can sapu many types of food during thr buffet time. =)

After drinks i figure out that there is still plenty of time before dinner, so i decided to take some shop at KLCC. I bought nugeno facial cleanser from guardian. Which i also regret from the purchase because after i back and try it, the smells stink. So today i can conclude that most of the goods i bought, i regret it. Walau e...

1 more funny things i encounter during today. After i bought the Harddrive... Weird things happened. Whenever i with the bag with harddrive go near or across a RFID anti theft alarm alocated in Isetan, Guardian, Romp, etc... The Bar somehow RANG... As it i was a theft...WTF??? Why is this happening? Is the disk react to that specific frequency, until every bar reader in the shop RANG whenever i passed through??? Numerous i encounter the Triggered alarm sound when i passed through. At first i thought was somebody else when at guardian. But when i across the Isetan, the bar rang again... Which i was very very curious and try to lift the plastic bag between the bar reader... It RANG!! Then the guard stare at me!!! Verify again by doing the same steps...It did rang for the third times. I thought it will try to korek my bag and check if anythings inside but he didn't. Instead he return to me the bag...

Okay enough for the discovery and dissapointment and time for emotional as well as heart content feeling. I met with my dad at impiana hotel. I cant really describe that feeling, but it is again really really warms... We snap a pic inside the hotel.

There it goes. =)

We discuss about Unipack. Then talking stuff other things. I have to say happy to hear from my dad.  After that its buffet time. The range of food is so so so so wide. Sushi lah. The normal dish such as fried rice is so limited. But the sushi part, Desert part, and there is a booth where you can order the chef to fried anything for you. I heard from 1 customer that he wan to eat nasi goreng kampung. Then i saw another chef is doing Burger... とにかく, i eat till my stomach broke... The most attractive part is the ice cream part. Before that during coversation my dad keeps telling that the ice cream is superb. Then only i realize that it is Baskin Robbin ice cream. 6 flavors for me to choose. Got rum raisin lah, very berry strawberry, mango tango, cookie's and cream, vanila and gold medal ribbon. Why i can memorize all flavors?? Is because i worked in backin robbin in 31st before. This is the part where i eat all flavor a scoop.. with the the topping like raisin, nuts, peanuts, coklat chips... and biscuit where they use to decorate the ice cream... It is so damn yummy. In total i ate up to RM37.5 baskin Robbin Freeeeee.....At that time my stomach was like... My father laugh at me that time... and it is where i feel that 家人的温暖.... Deeply. In real life now, laugh can be fake, can be just for entertaining, can be just "give face"... But the laugh from my family when we get along, that ain't not fake. It is warming my heart...

After dinner, we snap some photo at KLCC and at the same time, exercise a bit to help in digest.... Here are the pic that my father took. With great angle and great hand, an ordinary camera can produce superb quality...