Obviously it's a lyric from Need you now which a song i madly in love with. Well, not so love now but surely i'll definitely how to sing once the music pop out!!! The point is, now is a quarter to 6. Not pm but AM!!!
To my surprise, i erm like having some kind of evolution, that i get tired easily!!! GOD, i slept at 11pm, woke at 4.30am!!! THE HECK???Of coz it's a great news, glad that my body can go according to nature for once in a while!
It's been two weeks since i touch on my FYP!! To me, it was like already complete and i need just few days to compile and TADA!! Thesis statement come!!To my horror, this is the 1st of november, 1st day on week 6.... And erm... erm... 29 days countdown to Prodex!! Aiyoyo, to think that i wasted 2-3 weeks for doing ntg makes me feel awfully guilty. But at least i donated my 600ml blood last week!!! clearly, there'll be some arguement that why 600ml? Not typical 450ml meh??? Well, after the nurse plug out the pin the blood pack obviously seems to have 600ml to me!! It's bloody full and it do looks like another few drops could lead the whole pack blow!!
Now back to the main core topic of the title and articles, i've made 2 fatal move last month which i have great regret on it. 1st, is from the blog. In PS, i wrote that i've give up on you, this that and erm... The fact is not like that. Everytime, talk/write in this content seems to be the easiest thing than DO~ The very reason i chose to say that rather than being suspicious and gone crazy in mind for the worst case about the rumour spread, i choose to accept the worst condition, prepare for the worst, that the rumour is actually a true story, so that when that become reality, my life wont go so bad. This is the thing i always do when it comes to result, so that if i really fail i wont get so upset... I was not wrong for being self- protective,but indirectly those words i utter in blog.... ruining the friendships of us. Am sorry for that. Really! Truly!! and i mean it! Now that you finally changed back the status, stop the joke and back to the track. I'm glad... Really glad to hear that!! Felt like a stone that continously blocking my heart beat for so long has finally dropped into the sea!!!
Another fatal move is that i attended the world trade seminar talk, which cost me RM45, with the brochure!! To me it is not that bad... It was hard for me to escape from their psycho!! Really!! Try to imagine 2 professional and 1 newbie mouth against 1 unmature mouth(which is me obviously), how to get rid of them??? The best speaker Arthur Yap talk is great, inspiring... But that's all! He dont even get a shit chance to get me into their new product business, silver 8!!! Well, eumora seems nice to me and i might consider that to use it in the future. When i woke up at 4.30am, i know that the decision i've made is firm, and correct for now and i am glad juz to spend RM45 rather than RM4990!!!And for that i must repeatedly thank those lecturers especially Mr Ong, my ex math lecturer and also my ex boss Chan for teaching me their philosophy!!! Chan's strict. But i get to know even more better the life as he shares the same dream to me now. Eager to join some kind of direct sales or working at Oversea. He had gone through it, fell and climb numerously and his story is so GOD DAMN real!!! I cannot deny the fact of his speech!
PS:
The longer i stay in KL, the more i fell in love with KL. I am that kind of person, who hate traffic lights, who hate to wait bus, who wants many shopping complex... who love music and wish to play and learn!!! Well KL offers it all. GK with infinite transportation at daytime, 1/2 hour to grand shopping complex like midvalley and One utama, big long highway with less traffic lights, and the most important things, A great teacher like Jason to teach me keyboard! Man!!!! That was amazing.... Awesome. I'll never regret learning keyboard now. I regret of not learning is so soon. I should have learn it long time ago!!! Of coz, Penang which is my hometown is still the best. What my point is, KL is ain't bad at all! I am glad i've come KL!!! Gosh i am late for my assignment rush.... Gotta end here!!
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