又一个星期六的深夜

Weird, felt like saturday night is blog night.... Hah!! I told before that i love the song "星期六的深夜" sang by Lee Hom. When i listen to that song, even when i was together with my second ex, tears will still rolling around my eye. This is probably that song that stick real close examples to my broken heart after relationship i suppose.I saw fren blog juz now. Figure out that she's going through the same path as i been through last year, enjoying single at the beginning of couples of month after the decision, but when the enjoy faded and loneliness invaded, and only realize that how you miss the old time deep beneath your heart where you know you cant find the way back into love ever again.... How sad it is. I wish i could give some word of comfort to her but erm~ i still believe that rather than renting a temporary shoulder, left her to be alone now will make her even stronger later on. Hang On there, once the new semester come, you feel better.

For my own relationship, i finally give up on her. It's hard for me to make such decision. I believe that there'll be another person better than me to take care of her later on. So let it be. I'm just a normal guy, where all talent are only halfway, and a decent future engineer with low increment salary. After get rid of that relationship slot in my mind, I finally realize the importance of friend. On last Wednesday, i have a two gathering continuously at Blogger cafe(KPL) and station one cafe(5s1 and 5s2).  It's nice to have a annual gathering with friends. It help to warm up the chain of friendship... And i am glad to be a member of cadet police in secondary. It seems that we are the only team who have annual gathering every year.

On Friday, I have another outing with my ex-housemate. It surprised me that without watching movie, i can stay at Penang for 9 hours like that. From 5 ppls, 2 drop plane and result in initial 3 ppls start their journey from BM. Bowling session for 3 ppl, go INTI find another 2 frens and meet coincidently another fren at queensbay which total up is 6 persons. Skipping my hair clumsy topic, i found that those friends that at the beginning i am not comfortable hang out with, acknowledge by me as a good fren without noticing. That feeling is warm, comfortable thinking that can have so much nice friend along my side, even we are not at the same college or location in pursuing our cert, the friendship tie will not break easily. I learn another precious thing on that friday too, that is using my fujifilm camera. I once complained on you, mad at you, utter dirty words on you, it is because i do not know your beauty. Now that i get to realize how nice you are, i think you and i can be a great partner. =)

This section is talking about my Final year project. On wednesday, after delaying the date to friday with my friends, i finally resumed my FYP. I feel that everyday i made a lil' progress. Even that was just a little, i am content with that, at least i finally get serious in FYP. Till now, i finally done my first linking coding. However, the more i dig, the more i realize that there are even more thing that i need to do in my FYP. Thinking that makes me feel scary, worried that i may not have time to finish in schedule. Linking is easy now. But to make the linking perfect, putting delay when getting data, always have the reader standby to being read, increment, decrement accordingly, distinguish the product is hell lot of works. After that i still need to complete  that database using microsoft access, and even more fuzzy after these i need to do a code that can auto generate email to supplier or prepared properly with the click and that data can be sent. Headache ar~~~ Looks like i need another 7-14 days to do my work without interrupting my studies. But my new semester is about to start in 1 weeks. Problem again. >_<  Doing the project alone is scary, because you only have internet as your friend and nothing else. Supervisor not in the programming field and when you shout for help, no people's listening. But this is my decision and i have prepared for it.


Go sean go. You can do it.