As a start of my articles, i would like to said that i passed all subject... Especially maths... Surprisingly i get B for Math... I must say miracle do really happened to me.^_^... I get 1 A 1 A- here... then the rest B... I must say i am already very satisfied with the result i get... I know that my fren beside me the result already surpass me. Choon Poh lah, Yu Yang lah, CK that monster i no need mention... GOD of 1 night stand(in study).... Yet, i still feel happy as i already try my best on it. No more regrets ya...
One more happy thing, i have finally dye my hair... Brown colour. At first i am still afraid of the result could get worst because of the color... But thank god, it is so successful... later i upload some pic on here...
Sad thing, after the hair, i spend about Rm250++ today. Let me descibe the bill 1 by 1, Initially the car plat number gone because of going through the flood, i spend RM48 there, for the car plat there and also the Then the salon itself already cost me RM138.60. Then i go wangsa walk mall for some walk abd as a result i bought a Formal clothes(RM50)... Haiz... T_T...
All right for the next sad agenda which is the 1st industrial training application to the company have failed... T_T Now i need to find another company...
Argh, in this semester i dunno y i am lazy to type thing... MAyb is too busy... busy with Math, busy with Japanese language. Busy with homework.... I straight upload photo now.
I am very satisfied with the hairstyle and the color i dye despite those money i spent... Well, need to save money from next month onwards. This sunday, i was thinking about my ex... Y?? Because my father sent an email to me that he will come KL on 3rd of November... It was her birthday afterall... I try to avoid thinking about it. Even though i called you bitch for the last few months, u treat me like a bear i bought for you when we celebrate your birthday... Put in your auntie house and never go and get it back. But on this late night, i thought of you. It was you after all who once treat me as everything, who treat me as the most important person in the world. As time passes by, the wound healed and it is a undeniable fact. How can i hate such a person?... I dare not think back the past of us. I know that you are no longer my cup of coffee and neither are you. Year end is coming... Christmas Eve, new year... Again, i am alone, still finding for another half... I admit that i had a crush with someone... But i dont have that guts to confess my feeling and after all, it is a distance relationship. I am such a coward that keep giving myself excuses... I am and i dont wanna change a thing because afterall, i already 20. The feeling must come with the earning capability, caring and concerning matters, sense of security... At least 3 thing must fulfill... Or it wont last long. We lived in a world now where money is vital. Damn, i am so wish to get a new relationship again and yet i was doing nothing... NOTHING... makes anything impossible. Conclusionless, i angel and demon side point of view is still fighting in the midnight. Due to overslept on weekend.
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