Well, everything was fine until when i reach back, i saw my ex gf in Msn. And therefore, i greet her. Normal right? I was so kind to her. However, what she gave me was some sort of crap answer. Fren concern also being ignore. I never tried to get back the relationship. At least that sweet memories buries in my mind forever. But today she gave me a really awfully bad impression. This time i really wanna say, BITCH. The one who broke the promise, the one who make ppl heart broken, the one who start and end it with her own decision without including my feeling in my consideration. I dun even wanna scold, or neither hate her for that. As a fren, juz a normal fren giving some regards sincerely and what i get was a cold heart, every answer i get was meant to pick up a fight with me. DAMN!! I never see such cold heart + super duper stubborn gal and guess what i together with her in my past. Now, i really really thinks that i thank god that i escape from a devil palm. I swear to myself that if next time i met her, i treat her like a strangers without saying hello!!!
Haiz, after some scolding in the articles, feeling better now. Phew.. Well, since i on9 now i'll describe some characteristic of my target now, before i totally forgot our similarity and differences.
Her name is ELYGSF. dun wanna tell full name as she is not gonna be my gf cos i dun have the courage to tackle it. She was so perfect to me. 1st, she stay same in my residential area for almost 21 years and guess what, i dun even know that she is there until our taman organize a dinner together. I meet her in surprise. At first i was day dreaming that if was given chance to talk with her while i was sitting in another table. But when the dinner start sooner, my table had to close and me and my sisters are force to sit with others auntie that we don't know. Well, at that time, i saw her again in coincidence, beside her was a vacancy. Immediately i say hello to her and ask my mother opinion to sit there. My mother allow it. Then i feel so happy. We start talkinh since then.
During the conversations,i get to know her better and i really sure that she was much more, 10x times better than my ex. Bonus mark is that she is cute but contain some lady features within it and also the height is very very suitable to me. The similarity we have is : stay in taman but dont know each other until now; going to NS same camp before which is padang besar but with different batch T_T; likes to sing; likes to eat 芋头; entering the singing competition in TARC before; loyal to her parents,i think same As in SPM, and 1 important thing is everything she told,she did, is accompanying with reasons and that is good. And i like this kind of persons. However, we have some differences also : she loves fish and i dun like it; she cant eat spicy and i love it, she likes chocolate but i dun like it;she go UTAR and i go KTAR in 2 months time, she is so polite and i am not T_T. Haiz... i really hope this kind of girl can be my gf. But its impossible. Well at least for now. On last week i scoop the world class chocolate ice cream for her and i fell so happy to sms with her. But everythings gonna ends here as on sunday i get to know from my mom that her mother's dun wan her to have bf even for now in 20 years old. Well, that sounds good to me also. But until now, i am losing my opportunity meeting her or even losing some good reasons sms her to chat anymore. On sunday, when i wanna come to penang, i think i saw her outside of her house wearing very beautiful clothes but judge from her walking she is exhausted. I try to sms her verifying whether it is her, but i stopped myself from doing it. I was thinking that if i was her, i will feel so uneasy that a guy is spying on me. Haiz...Useless sean, letting his target run away without putting effort on it. At least if i can be good fren of hers, we can have wonderful time in Red Box singing duet together creating some romantic moment.
A moment like this, some people wait for a life time.
A moment like this, some people search forever.
And for a 1 special kiss, Ohh i cant believe its happenning to me.
Some people wait for a lifetime, for a moment like this!!!
HEHE,i gone crazy singing again... ok i stop here.
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