Week 4 in TARC pg Branch 2009 March

Phew, another week pass just like that, for this week, i have a lot of things to share with.

As usual, activities held so many by me in monday strangely, no plan. But after inviting some ex schoolmate for dinner, we go for Q-zone Internet cafe near ur hostel. There we play Left 4 Dead. This is the first time i play and also the 1st time in year 2009 i go to cafe internet. Wow, the game is exciting. We juz met the requirement which is 4 person paly together. Members are Me, Joshua, Chao An, Qi horng. We play from 8 smtg to 1 smtg. >_<...WELL that all for monday.

On tuesday, i go to youth park with the same members except for chao an, his gf coming afer him. The scenery there is so much beautiful. I enjoy going there hiking. But infortunately, in 8 smtg we also end up in the same cafe internet... But this time better. 11 then we back le. ^^V.

Wednesday, after class we invite 1 more member which is the only gal, suki tan for playing bowling and also movie. This is also the most successful event i have until now. From 3 ppl incrememnt to 5 then incremnet to 8 ppl. Justin, boon hong, Lih min, ME, Joshua, Suki, An, Horng are going. ^_^ V !! But when we reach PG bowl, the lane is full. And afer waiting for some rounds, the place still occupied and we go to Midlands for our games. In midlands, the lane is poorly maintain and also the price is expensive compare to PG bowl. but no choice we still play. After the game, its already 8 smtg and we go to coffee island for our dinner. That place is also the 1st time i visits. The Scenery, the feel, the location is almost perfect, except for 1 things. The service sucks like hell... Nevertheless, we order food and talks a lot of things about our past, our future... Somehow i enjoy this gathering. In the end, The total bill cost RM140 for 8 person. WOW!!! And luckily i manage to avoid the payment cos our team lost in 2 game. Supposingly, we need to treat those winning. But its not fair lah to be honest because there is a gal in our team. Hard to win as well as she dun have enough strength to get strike. Then we miss our chance for movie since the order and the talking takes some time.

Thursday the plan is to go sing K. However, Qi horng had back to his hometown. As a result, after my class which is 3.00 pm, we go for movie which is hotel for dog. All the dog in the movie are damn cute... Quite enjoyable to watch that movie. After that, i go for Celebrity Fitness for about 40 minute. Mean while for those two JS monkeys, joshua and suki, they go to secret recipe for a slice of cheese cake each of them and go to winter warmer for pasta. Incredible... @_@!! For me, my dinner only cost me about RM4 as i go to YAM SHENG for the economic fried mihun.

Well, unfortunately on friday i cant do anything as the muscle pain i suffer in CF is too much for me to swim with my frens. On friday night, i manage to Reformat my LAPTOP for second time. Now its getting faster in response.

Saturday is the day we CHENG BENG, in Kedah. Early in the morning which is 6 o clock we had to wake up. This year is also the year my father get to become the head of the big big family which is also our realtives since the previous uncle passed away in a trip. By the look of it, i know that my father is nervous. He is driving so fast and in my dictionary, it is consider recklessly. Well and here i am now. In the night, i will go for dinner with my family in country club. Sorry guys i cannot make it to Moist for this time because i am very very very extremely tired and also i dun have confidents to drive back from penang after 3 am in drunking situations. Futhermore, we got test in week 5 which is next week. I still haven't study anything yet and no lie on it as my event, slack time had already been occupied by those plan and activities. There is no time for me to allocate to study. So now i have to sleep and study later. Next week will be a busy week as from monday to thursday my slack time had been occupied by events.

i Stop here.

A weekly diary... Decription on what had happen in 1 week.

Well its been a while since my last bloggings. Cant deny that after i resign from work, i been spending time go out with my fellow frens, not to mention that i broke as well... Last two week happened lot of things. Well i'll describe it one by one.

On monday, i gone to celebrities fitness for RPM class.. Well at first i wanna be in the body pump class but there seen to be limited weight and space for me. So in the end i join RPM class. Luckily i got wei chen and his gf accompany me in. The class is so tired... Damn... Then after i bought some thing from Gurney and also dinner, its already 10.00... zZzZzZ... c'me on, there is no difference with working....



On tuesday, i put plane on weichen that i would join the ABS class but i didn't... Sry, cos time is not allowing me to do so... After we jogging in Auntie Taman, we took our dinner on "White cloud mountain"... Its already 9 o clock...After reach Gurney, we take a look on Padini Concept store... The purpose is to let my fren lih min used his 30% off card, but turned out to be i am interested in Seeds jeans... Damn unique and damn fitted my butt... When i wear on it, my butt seem to be so perfect!!!!But unfortunately i need to pay saman on Wednesday...Yes that accident happened on January and now settle in March. RM300 is suppose not a big amount for me when i was working, but now it become a heavy burden....T_T



Wednesday, me and my roommate joshua go n play bowling together. But before that, he accompany me pay saman. Then we go to gurney for movie. Taking dinner in Pastamania as i have a tenant card from Signature Kitchen that grants us 25% discount on total bill.. Then, finally i withdraw money out from the ATM and head straight to Padini and bought the Jeans with Lih Min 30% cards. Sorry i don't meant to rob the card from you. But the jeans is really unresistable.... Ok stop, talk more then showed how incredible i spent like a woman do... The dragonball evolution, Can only say meets my minimum expectation lolz. But give face to them as dragonball is the childhood idol.

Thursday, is the day that is used to be very meaningful to me. I phone my ex gf. But she turned out to be oversea. Australia... God Damn Syiok lah... Cant blame her as well, cos father can support. I need to earn by myself to go next time. She turned out to be more sexy in voice... (Used to be very base d voice turned out to be a lady voice) Okay no more describing her as i will do it on next paragraph. Then i swim with joshua. Admitted that my engine couldn't start since last year swimming, I swam only 300m. Then me, suki, joshua took dinner near the paradise hotel Mamak Shop.. Don't ever ever judge the shop by its name, the service and the environment is 5 Star Man... And the price is reasonable +++ the Choice can vary a lot. You can even have a chicken chop at there. Then suki and joshua treat me on that meal...Actually i dont know the purpose of treating me but i take it as a comfort of a special day. XD

Friday is also a heavy day. After class i go swam again with my classmate. They all very tough, everyone of them swam 1km before they back. For me, getting motivated by them, i swam double compare to yesterday which is 600M. I satisfied with that. After that i wait for My ex housemate for for exam. Then we go gurney plaza for another movie. Race to witch mountain. WOW this is what we called a movie. Adcenture+ interesting+ comedy Stuff + Good looking actors. I had not go out with them all together for a very very long time. Even for 3 hour its enough for me. We have Joshua, me, Phei San, Minc Chiat, Shieh Tjeng, Kai Loon, And froggie... Well it seen to fun with me.






For this week summary i found that i spend a lot of money, but i think its worth and also My fren told me that, i become more active in talking, and more noisy.... @_@ Well mayb that was the real me appear in front of them. I used to be being myself when i was with family or with lover. Now i enjoy being myself in front of my fren.

This saturday is the day i sat at home... Doing nothing... Feeling happy also as i don't have this time when in the past. Sunday, is the day i discover my ex-gf blog. Well, by browsing her content i get to know that she had a new bf. Actually its not rare but its in the expectation because she never let herself free for more than half years. Anybody who shows a 100% care for her then most probably will turned out to be her bf sooner. And i was just a tools to aid her in Exam, in the process of growing. It is undeniable that i am sad lah, but after some thinking then i will be fine. Guess i am more and more like an engineer thinking huh? But i was proud lah to becoem her tool cos i learnt quite some thing from her lah... Got good and got bad... Just that i was wondering that is every ppl similar to me like a fool when facing realationship problem. You can already predict what will turned out in the end by judging from her past bf result but u still believe in her when she said:"i will never do the same thing to you..."But turned out to be the same. I remember that she once demand me for accompanying her taking some graduated photo. I told her that when we broke then you will sure throw it away. Then she reply me:" I will never throw it away cos you the one i love the most. i will keep it forever." After broke, answer is still the same, i will keep it. But rather than keep it as a treasure, she keep it as a junk. A money thrown in it for too much until must keep it for sometime in order to throw away. Actually i kept my ex photo... i lied to her that i delete it already. Yes i have delete it in my computer but i already made some backup just n case my computer infected by virus. Now even her picures ... I still keep it in my disc... i never let go cos i treat it as my very priceless treasure. Really what, we cant buy the time. I gone through for 20 years is unrepeatable. The picture is the only left and its priceless in my story. I just hope that the man she have now is can really give her what she wants. Its hard to be her boyfriend as what she demand from you is troublesome. Well at least for me as a students. And her heart changed fast like technology. Not even me can predict what she was thinking until she voiced out. She given me some hints that i can make a conclusion with some metapor. You can judge the human changing lovers by judging from the speed in changing hangphones. Hey hey hey i dont just refer to her, i refer to my classmate as well... He changed his handphone is the top in our courses and according to my fren, his speed in changing girlfriend is can be the same with handphone. Well to the readers who read it please dont be angry if smtg i said is insulting you and is incorrect. But since it was my own blog, i got my right to post what i think right? You can do so... Okay, i stop here as "All random" sound had come out summoning me to followed up. bye bye ^_^V

Another Diary

Well, without noticing the time its already at the end of week 2 in Semester 6 at TARC Pg branch campus. Friday, its the day which most of students likes it very much as they will have 2 days break. I am sorry to say that few days ago, i been moody... From the 11/3/09 onwards... This is because if the date was opposite, it was my ex birthday.... Resulting in Moody all day, without knowing the reason behind it. But at last, in thursday night, i regain my mood ^_^ after some rational thinking.

Well, as this is a short semester(7 weeks), assignment is coming all the way. Also, the syllabus is getting harder and harder... Guess i still in honeymoon state... My brain is unable to function properly. Its time to pick up ya SEAN.

Yesterday, SPM results came out and my sister manage to score 7A among the 10 subject. Unfortunately, the rest of 3 subject all B which is all the science subjects. With that results, i don't think she can able selected to go Matrix. Well, maybe she will end up like me in TARC. But the problem comes. If she's gonna go KL TARC, means she will staying with me in cousin house in 1 Rooms. I wouldn't like that... Losing privacy is a serious offence in my opinion.

On the other hand, today will be my last 2 day works as a parttimer showroom asistants in Signature Kitchen Gurney Plaza. Well, for sure i am gonna miss here...
There is few reasons:
i) Free Web surfing
ii) Free printer
iii) Free to do homework
iv) Free to go shopping
v) Able to get latest news regarding Gurney Plaza
vi) Free Photostat Machine
vii) Free A4 paper
viii) Able to play online games if colleague are not at office
ix) High Pay (RM6 per hour)

So why am i resigning this job??? >_<
I wanna use my remaining time staying in Penang to enjoy the food, entertainment that i miss for a year, wanna spend my time hang out with my roommate, classmate, and Fellow ex secondary friends. Although now i already facing the money crisis, but i will try my best to control myself in spending. I believe that in desperate condition human meant to change for surviving.

Okay time for plan my time-table for everyday.
Monday : celebrities Fitness body pump or combat
Tuesday: Jogging
Wednesday: Bowling/Movie/
Thursday: Bowling/Movie/Shopping
Friday: Swimming at TARC

Plan may not be always the same all the time, but it will act as a reference for me... I'll stop here... Probably i will come out with another lyric sooner... Busy LOLx... X(

Moody day...

It is the beginning of the week 2 of Year2sem3 at Pg Tarc College...A week ago, i felt so happy that i am so grateful to be single, enjoying all my salaries and my money spending alone... Until yesterday, i realize, things couldn't go on what i wanted to... First, i have RM500 basic salaries... But deducting Celebrities member Fee RM137, Deducting the RM30 for the book,RM119.2 for the Nike Bag shown up there, RM62.7 for moisturizer, RM102.4 for the electic+streamyx+water bills...I left RM48.7... and with that money, i spent it all in last week in surviving... Swt!!! What the heck!! I am thinking that i let myself go too far away in spending... In 1 week all allowance gone!! How come? Probably when i used to have a gf, i need to be mature enough, thinking lots of problems that may arise when i spend blindly and therefore spend my money wisely... Thinking that after i become single again, i no longer need to have that responsibilities...But i forgotten to control myself. I need to responsible to myself, to every cent i spent...Well, guess from now on, i still be the old Sean...Always thinking about saving money...

That perfume, ohh, brought last month... That was my second Perfume i brought to myself...First, unfortunately is from Adidas brand brought in Watson... Too Cheap to be called perfume... RM178 from quilsilver and RM22 From adidas... See the difference?

I notice one things... Every lights brings a dark in it... When the sun shine on you, it will reflect a shadow of you on your backs... Same to my feelings... I was very very happy... But it wont last long... Sooner or later, when i notice that i spent unreasonably... When i notice my hair is too long and have no idea for a plan on what to do on my hair sytle, noticing that pressure from studies coming closer and closer, noticing i have not enough time to do what i wanted to do, noticing that my body couldn't handle the life i was having now... Going to sick... Everythings start to turns their back on me...I feel down, and sorrow begins to conquer my thinkings.

I was lonely, and yet, i was not willing to find another partner, because i will never wanted to spend any cent on them anymore... I rather to be alone... I am not capable enough to take care of them... Oh God, can i find a gal, who can able to accept my height, able to share thinking togethers, like a girlfriend and boyfriend, without any responsibilities in future, without any expecting that we have futures?
Guess NOT!!! T_T

Pure Happy ^_^

Today is the last day of a week 1 in year 2 semester 3 in TARC Pg branch campus... We have a 3 hour continous break after Mr. Wonder/Color/Pity/ Foo lecturer... This is also the 1st time we have our lecturer in DKB, which is a big lecturer hall. Ahh... At last i am able to have class in a big Lecturer for 1 short semester... The chair is more comfortable but when we wanted to go our e.g pee, it would be troublesome for us... When i look at the hall, it remembered me of the orentation week, that i perform in the stage, as a superman, because our team name is superman. To think that we planned the whole thing in an hour before performing and able to in final is something unbelievable...^_^... at the beginning the superman is not me. But in the last minute he suddenly say that he don't want to act... Under the desperate conditions, my group juz chosen me to replace his place... But it was joyful indeed... In the final, i was able to become the main characther which is also superman, in the story, i am able to kiss a pretty gal, vivian...With my both finger in between our lips... Thinking that makes me feel so ichy... XD!! Alrighty i upload some photo to become a nostalgic articles.






Today i feel very very happy. There is no main reason that i feel so happy but... maybe what is so called feeling happy from the pure heart...
But basically there are couples of small matters that makes me feel happy, playing DOTA with my classmates is thrilling, Getting the salary is so excited, buying myself a new NIKE bag is so proud,planning for the coming day events is so fun, having a single life is so enjoyable. I finally realize that how the broke up benefits me. A tough guy comes with great responsibilities. Obviously i am not the one yet. I am only 20 years old. Handling a relationship, + working + studying is too much for me. Especially previously i am having relationship with a girl that is over rely on me. I can manage my time with my friends, families, academic, career, and love one. But not meant to be enough for a girlfriend that is over rely on his boyfriend to put 100% attention on her. Now, i am convincing myself that she broke up with me is a excellent choice, i am free. This is impossible for me to reach her expectations...^_^ Now, I am spending all my money for myself. Doing some stunt that is a bit girl style, try to copy some interesting talk... This was all the things that i cannot be when i together with girlfriend. I need to be man enough, care enough, show enough considerations on girlfriend etc... Everythings making me hard to breath... Thank GOD i finally are able to be myself...C'me On Sean, The real life is just the beginning, there are too many things that can be done, can be accomplish, possibility to creating things, new song that haven't discover. Let's us await for tomorrow... V^_^V