Uncle Sean

 Hi, am 22 years old now.... eligible to be call uncle sean. I just don't understand, me and my fren, we both have the same feeling that we are getting old, like uncle... Blek.... we are senior of senior ,the oldest in the college and we are on the working bench now, and so called university of society...The coming day will be even more busier, especially after graduate.

Hmm, today i would like to share some discussion, that is  人越长大越脆弱. do you agree with this statement?

不能对你说的话

   Today i work as sampling promoter.... Since that task was very free, my make my mind to think all day long... And i was thinking about you.... Think and think and think... The whole day i was juz cracking my mind to come out with mayb an idea for my cradle fund but i fail to do so... Another thing is juz you. And today i saw the post on ur facebook, mentioning that you've been sneezing whole day long, and asking who miss you... Argh, you have no idea how eager i wanted to tell you that... I am. I'm  the one who miss you so much.... But I juz can't...Knowing you din have normal meal, i tried to say smtg to you. Doesn't matter whether it's nice or bad thing/advise.. But I cant, i force myself to vomit words so that i can put comment on it but i still cant.... Ah GOD! I've lost communication channel with you. I don't know how am i suppose to make good of it... Argh you dunno how much i miss those day i get morning call from you... >_<
"多的是你不知道的事" ， 我对你“有一种想见又不能见的伤痛”，想说却又说不出口的毛病，最后我也只好和你“背对背拥抱”， 我有多么的不想和你“擦肩而过”.... 但"我还能做什么"？



PS: If in 2012 i am to die, i really wish that we two can made up together before the end...

Semester break= holiday = end of Advance Diploma Story

It's the end. Yet it is only the beginning. End of College Life at KL, but started the real life where M factor comes in and occupied a real weight of our total pressure....
When i was down, blogging is a tool for me to express each and every single emotion and feelings into words. However, the situation now is i am so busy, until there's no time for me to update my blog. Haiz.

I dare not even talk about relationship stuff which obvious i don't have it. After from that failure relationship where i myself give up waiting bcos of bullshit stuff, I lost my courage. i mean literally lost my courage to retackle gal. Shame on me. Nah, i deserve it.

Oh did i tell you that i have a passport since yesterday? It was so efficient and all right, i briefly go through the life in KL after exam. After exam, subway then sleep then pasar malam chau taufu then night movie Great day. It's a nice show. Second day(friday). early in the morning cradle fund stuff, afternoon part time sign up(PA recruitment at time square)+ night club at Mist. Saturday, Genting Interview and then casino then shopping and that's the end of story. Amazingly i found white collar Tee cost RM33 after 50% discount with soda brand at Genting. Am satisfied with that. Sunday, Pavilion shopping, i bought short pants cost me RM95, Padini brand. And i share with Jeck Collar Tee 2 for 66. I chose violet rad color. This new year i have myself another 2 brand of collar Tee. Fantastic. =) Monday, last day at KL, Viva in the morning, Passport at the afternoon, dye hair at the evening, and driving back at Mid night. I 've spent RM600++ in this 4 days, ain't that a bitch!!!

After club at Mist @ KL there, i kinda like to club now. Haha.... Drinking alchohol, dancing, Highing, those stuff allow me to get relax and stay away from outside world. For that 3 hours, speaker pulling high dB on us making us feeling numb. Hah.

Now back to the beginning of real world. First and Foremost, i need to find decent salary part time job. Continuously. Haiz... Pressure lar boss. I start with interview with Wellness Support Centre for tomoro interview. 

Reviewing year of 2010, striving towards the year of 2011

Happy New Year, i said to everyone, to my friends, to my families members, to me, and to you. Guess i need to update bit bit bout last week event. Well, it's pretty messy. First, i went Genting for celebrating Christmas, ended up sponsored RM150 to Genting. I bump with Chao An and his GF when i was a bit emotional... Then on the next day, Ah Ren bday party. Boom, being played by him... >_< But it's fun as i get the chance to put myself on the special bath tub, relaxing massage as well as tasting the thickest Bak Kut Teh soup that i ever took in 21 years. That was awesome. So next move to New Year Eve, i went Genting again, but this time just for study purpose.... In the end i ended up catching cold the next day. I juz dont wanna stay at house at these kind of festival celebrations. Oops, and i bump with Jun Feng... along with his gf. =) Seems like everybody has their own partner to be with huh. Surprisingly, that doesn't cast effect on me. Strange!

Gonna put some photo here.

Currently for this 2011, i have only one and only target, that is getting my degree in UK. Sub target included learning keyboard at higher level, passing my current exam.

Phew, today when i was viewing my profile pictures, i realize something. My God, my face gone worse... >_<
and my weight officially hang over 62kg... T_T!

Just hope that this year will be a better year!! Final will be coming very soon, about 2 days left!!!