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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

31st August 2010 Merdeka Anniversary 53 yrs old

Yea, right... Merdeka... It's been really long since Malaysia exist. Racism Issue slowly going up. Basically today's a holiday in Malaysia. Still i need to study, putting up the guiltiness on watching 2 movie yesterday without revising the next subject. Taken my branch. But i still don't wanna start yet simply bcos i woke up not long ago, and waiting my stomach to digest a little while...

Oh yea forgot to share... I won JJ Lin times square this sunday 4 tickets from My FM. Kinda surprise. I can only say, the world is fair. Not because i am so lucky. I used up mayb 20% of the luckiness, then i further amplified the LUCKY to 40% chances. Of course, that took me RM15++ to do it. How i do it? Basically, i exploited the terms and condition inside the game. It mentioned that the 10 fastest ppls to answer all 5 questions, can win the tickets with 50 cents per sms. The first round is definitely fail, trying to find all the correct answer, either A or B. Then second round, verified if the sequence is the same, but it's not. Means the 1st question in 1st round mayb in the 4th question in second round. But it won't escape. In the game, there are 2 B and 3A answer. The strategies i took, with a little luck i suppose, is waiting for the chances that on the 1st and 2nd question, asking the B answer, which automatically starts from question 3 to 5,the answer is all A, so i just need prepare to send without reading the question. I did it. On the 4th round, means i simply send mayb about 2.5 sec on 1 and 2 questions respectively. But starts from question 3 onwards, i prepared the answer so that once the message come, in milisecond, the answer sent, then i prepare the same answer since i know from 3 to 5 the answer are A. Taking the same procedure. HEHE!! I say there's definitely got other ppl have done the same thing as there are 2 round the answer are BBAAA. And i only win 1 slot, 4 tickets. It's a pity i cant win 8 tickets, as on sunday i have 4 classmates, 1 teacher are on Lowyat redbox sing K. 4 aren't enough to distribute to 5 ppls. Mayb have to sacrifice teacher LOL.

Yesterday b4 i sleep, i read about the articles posted from 光华, it reported that government distributed RM150K scholarship each for 50 chineses. But $$ need not to pay back but must serve government after graduated. They are doing everything to gain Chinese trusts. IF it's still cannot gain chinese trust, PM will ask? What you chinese actually want??
What i want? What we want? It's pretty hard to answer actually. Because we been purposely neglected, rejected... and been treated unfair for countless time... TBH cases, ice kacang puppy love unfair cases, recent Namewee cases, all these made the chinese tribes lose confidences to the government. Personally, i kind of love this country. The mamak culture(which cannot possibly exist in UK or US or other developed countries), food here, Land here, and peoples too i suppose. Everything is nice juz the fair treat issue. We all study EIS, know that we cant have equal treat since we are born unequal. Someone born with silverspoon and someone born with many defects. The only thing we can do is fair treat. Malay 6 chinese 3 India 1 ratio is no longer apply in most case such as matrix case. I am glad that i am chinese too rather than Indian, as the organization is fighting to gain more for the tribes which Indian tribes on the other hand, their culture here is vanishing in an incredible speed. They no longer have much tamil school as we does, Some urban area they already replace their mother language to English...Seriosly thinking, what we want from government? We want the government to change? U think after changing the government, the corruption wont exist? Or we want the Malay to get rid of their privilege? This seems to be impossible as well. Personally thinking, I don't care whether the 2020 aim to get realize, realizing it wont make anything change. The living cost is only going to be more and more high, making more ppl jobless, social case arise, security coverage decrease, death rate increase. We achieve nothing. I just want a fair treat from government, sustainable development to have better environment for future generation. One malaysia is actually a good starting point, just please dont do anything diversing the objective. We ady been a laughing topic for other countries,so please stick to the vow.

Well, talking nonsense is just wasting my time. It doubled up my guiltyness. Sienz..

Saturday, August 28, 2010

狂风暴雨的情绪

This exam period is killing me... I sleep at 6++ o clock am for continous 2 weeks... Then, smtg in facebook popped out and jammed my mind.... In a relationship ことが。
I tried to convince myself not to bother the thing. And i did. But once in a while my feeling of gaining more detail is driving me..pushing me to log on to  facebook....
For the 1st 2 subject.... I did not do well...In fact, i lose to myself....
EIS, i managed to finish the question. But then i lose to myself where i keep persuading me that the clocking is ticking... I briefly go through the question, and as a result my answer is diversing the topic i read... Other than this mistake..The rest of the questions i did quite bad...paragraph construction i fail to do it... Not to mention about my doctor handwriting... I calculated the approximate mark i can get... 40+. I feel relieve... Oh GOD please let me pass this subject enough...

For 2nd subject, i try my best best to revise all the day before the exam.. During the exam, the standard is really quite easy as Mr loo said before compare to previous year. I finished 1 out of 4 question in 45 min, over taking other question 15 min time. Due to lack of confident, and mindset problem, i panicked after the first question, then deciding which is the second question i can do as all of the question i think i can solve it. I am struggling doing the second question. Changing 2 times the question and yet ntg i done... There it goes i waste another 30 minutes... The remaining is 30 minutes... i no longer have words to describe my ending... At last few minutes, i saw a free 9 marks that i think i can easily score in 3 minutes, i do it straight away... However, upon 25 marks, i only manage to get the 9 marks..... After the exam... I tell Mr Loo please bear with my handwriting as the handwriting is way too terrible like i am writing my own notes style...I dare not calculate the marks... I don't have the courage to do it. That evening, i go gym with my fren... Releasing all my stress onto the weight...

Today, 星期六的深夜...it  is also a song, by Lee Hom. Which i love it so much... The song can drag my tears out when i feel like being describe in the lyric...I try to be strong... The thing that haven't or never begin, stopped , shall put no harm on me. It just that deep beneath my heart, i feel all alone again, after placing someone in my heart, heal my wounds. The wound cured.... But i've removed the medicine that i placed for decades, leaving vacant inside. The void created let outer wind blew inside, chills a heart that suppose to be warm....

Just like the pictures, snow slowly accumulated the house and surrounding area. True, the picture is beautiful symbolize character appearance. The house represents the heart of the character, empty.  Without a single person this is just a poor pitiful beautiful picture.



Saturday, August 21, 2010

Exam Period life in semester 1 year 2

As stated on topic. This article is all about the thing before exam. Before the first paper i still have 3 days remaining. Well, before exam... I still go for movie Love and Disguise.. You can judge how much i love this movie when i directly set my blog on the default 1st song from the movie. Personally, Compare to the Secrets directed by Jay Chou, Jay movie rating is slightly higher. But after the movie, i am impressed by Lee Hom talent even more. His voice is also same with JJ lin categories, which those specialty i want but i can never be as good as them. Both thumbs-up for Lee Hom. But then, after the movie... i been scolded by my fren Chee How. For not accompanying him go. Zha dao..I though exam period no ppl wanna go ady. Sumore me and my sis that day OHM's coming.

Before the movie i ady broke, overdraft for this month and i don't know why. I lost track of my financial record since the PC fair... Still, i enter the "classic " shop while waiting for my sister to buy smtg from gal shop... Window shopping, i whisper to myself if got Final Fantasy XIII i buy... And so it is, i spent 1 piece of Paper again which i only withdraw 2 piece from the ATM juz before visiting the shop... Thanks to Classic i now overdraft by another RM150.


   TATA..] but then inside when i checked the disk on saturday(i bought on tuesday), i only realize that inside contains 2 DVD disc 2... Zha dao ....
Had to go there replace on sunday

During the period, usually i am very active on the night and for example blogging at 4.30am.
Again, i would like to express my "grateful" thank to insomnia infection.. where i always infected whenever the exam period.
For this semester exam, i am so so so so so kan jeong for the final. The time for me to study is too limited and the scope is too wide. Perhaps i being kia su for this semester, since i predicted my CGPA will drop... quite a lot. The prediction not from my performance, but is base on the failing rate senior did as well as the syllabus...
I was too stupid for insisting myself things would end like a fairy tales or nice ending or smtg. And yet, i know i am going to wake up soon. Nevertheless i still continuing my efforts on my exam.

Ppl will sometime have self judgement, after making decision, we lookback on the results we get and see whether we regret of making such decisions o not. Well, basically i looked back on the decision i made. Well,
i confessed to a gal, where i get rejected...I joined the vocal class, even though i know final year is inevitable things, and more historical, am i correct to stay at penang for 2 years before coming KL... Well, after reviewing all the decision... I think so far i have no regrets.. =)  I could have come to KL earlier, as KL friends are so so friendly and steadier compare to Pg friends, i could have done both guitar and keyboard lesson in TARC if i come 2 earlier, i could have mastered japanese course too. But, in Penang, the feeling of earning money(part time) by myself while studying to support me and gf expenses, feeling of having very good friends in Penang whenever i back hometown, knowing most of the popular roads in Penang seems to be very contentive too. I am grateful too to join Vocal class, learn quite a lot of things... even though my vocal did not improve. I joined the TARC musical audition too a few weeks ago. Although i know that i am ready with a plane when i am selected. From the audition, to my horror, my vocal can reach 2 octave. That is simply amazing to me. It is awesome to know that my vocal can be low from minimum D to maximum G.

This few weeks i also in a frequent GYM mood. The main reason behind is that, after me and chee how went gym, we always go GK see that Attractive, Adoring, Amazing gal.. FYI, the gal, name Katie, i think same ago with us, is in the front cover of the Ifeel magazine in the month of MAY. My friend and I, always numb when she smile to us... So buying desserts from leng lui has become a driven source gyming. But now after i've cut my hair last monday... It seems that my body and face ratio gone wrong... And my upper chest... I waved my limit to 45kg.. And as a result, gotten bigger, where it is over my target...But nvm lah..

This period i will frequent on9 too. But not blogging obviously. Time consuming. The very reason i blog today is because i drank a packet of Coffee Supermix(JJ Lin) that packet... where i feel so fresh till the clock point to 5 am now... Haiz...

After the exam i have many activities too. There's a special gal for me wanna treat me for some reasons i cant tell bcos i forget jor.. The day after the exam i will sing K with vocal class mate and teacher as well.. Argh so excited since i din sing K with gals... HAHA Oh yea JJ lin coming Time square too. I wish to go cos after exam dy but erm... see whether i can settle that event o not.

Okie.. times up.. my eye getting pain and tired also~~

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

你不知道的事 guitar classic(self pick up)

Yesterday i watch the love in disguise. As the result of this i am so damn in with that melody... write it here so that next time i forget it i can recall back here.

Capo 1: C#


C F

53 53 43 43

10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20 11 32 21 32 11 32 21 32

C

53 53 40 40

10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20 23 30 20 30 23 30 20 30

C F

53 53 43 43

10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20 11 32 21 32 11 32 21 32

C

53 53 40 53 52

10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20 23 30 20 30 21 30 20 30

F C

43 43 53 53

11 32 21 32 11 32 21 32 10 30 21 20 10 30 21 20

………………. To b cont

Chorus:

C F G Em Am Dm G7 C C7

F G Em Am Dm G C

Saturday, August 7, 2010

A wonderful saturday.


7 august 2010.. Pc fair.. I went with my sis. The reason i dont wanna join my friend go is that i have to meet with my dad later at Impiana hotel so might as well just go with my sis.

I meet Guan poh them at KLCC LRT there... What a coincidence. They invite me for movie but'erm i somehow reject it. Mayb is bcos of the movie review... Or mayb it's bcos smtg else... In deep of my heart, i wish to go with them too bcos of Elay 7D DSLR.. XD

This time going PC fair, もてきは ただひとつ.それは External Hard drive 500Gb.
We go from top to btm floor. Visit through sony booth. Deeply impressed with the 3D Tv. When i ask about the brochure, the assistant shake her head.. Well that is quite a let down. They make me impress with the technology then no brochure to know more???
Okie.. Skipped those part until we came across the btm floor. There we begin our hunt.
We have 2 selected brand list. Bufalo and WD. bufalo price range 500Gb, 189, 209, 229 with 4 colors to choose. The 209 and 229 is twice speed fast.(i forgot this feature when considering). WD 500Gb 199. We ask and ask and continuing comparing 2 booth price... In the end we allocate design,color and porch with higher priority consideration.. Bufalo only bufalo white coor is nice. But the porch is very ugly. WD have only 1 black color. In the end we fail the bufalo and bought 500Gb from WD each. Which after when i back i plug and tranfer file into the drive... i begin to regret.. Haiz...
The transfer rate very very slow ar... average speed is only 8.5Mb from D drive and C drive is 15 Mb... 15Mb is okay. But the 8.5Mb is really slow. And i cannot accept it. I calculated/estimated based on the rate i see, if i were to used up all the spaces in my WD drive, it takes up 15 hours to finish it. What the HECK is this... This is the time where i begin to regret. I should have brought bufalo drive, with twice writing speed d mah.. Haiyo.

Then finally while waiting for the time to pass, my sis repay me a starbuck drinks...which i order the lemon green tea ice blended.(summer product) Reason being are: i never tasted b4, and i wanna trigger the stomach hungriness so that i can sapu many types of food during thr buffet time. =)
After drinks i figure out that there is still plenty of time before dinner, so i decided to take some shop at KLCC. I bought nugeno facial cleanser from guardian. Which i also regret from the purchase because after i back and try it, the smells stink. So today i can conclude that most of the goods i bought, i regret it. Walau e...

1 more funny things i encounter during today. After i bought the Harddrive... Weird things happened. Whenever i with the bag with harddrive go near or across a RFID anti theft alarm alocated in Isetan, Guardian, Romp, etc... The Bar somehow RANG... As it i was a theft...WTF??? Why is this happening? Is the disk react to that specific frequency, until every bar reader in the shop RANG whenever i passed through??? Numerous i encounter the Triggered alarm sound when i passed through. At first i thought was somebody else when at guardian. But when i across the Isetan, the bar rang again... Which i was very very curious and try to lift the plastic bag between the bar reader... It RANG!! Then the guard stare at me!!! Verify again by doing the same steps...It did rang for the third times. I thought it will try to korek my bag and check if anythings inside but he didn't. Instead he return to me the bag...

Okay enough for the discovery and dissapointment and time for emotional as well as heart content feeling. I met with my dad at impiana hotel. I cant really describe that feeling, but it is again really really warms... We snap a pic inside the hotel.
There it goes. =)
We discuss about Unipack. Then talking stuff other things. I have to say happy to hear from my dad.  After that its buffet time. The range of food is so so so so wide. Sushi lah. The normal dish such as fried rice is so limited. But the sushi part, Desert part, and there is a booth where you can order the chef to fried anything for you. I heard from 1 customer that he wan to eat nasi goreng kampung. Then i saw another chef is doing Burger... とにかく, i eat till my stomach broke... The most attractive part is the ice cream part. Before that during coversation my dad keeps telling that the ice cream is superb. Then only i realize that it is Baskin Robbin ice cream. 6 flavors for me to choose. Got rum raisin lah, very berry strawberry, mango tango, cookie's and cream, vanila and gold medal ribbon. Why i can memorize all flavors?? Is because i worked in backin robbin in 31st before. This is the part where i eat all flavor a scoop.. with the the topping like raisin, nuts, peanuts, coklat chips... and biscuit where they use to decorate the ice cream... It is so damn yummy. In total i ate up to RM37.5 baskin Robbin Freeeeee.....At that time my stomach was like... My father laugh at me that time... and it is where i feel that 家人的温暖.... Deeply. In real life now, laugh can be fake, can be just for entertaining, can be just "give face"... But the laugh from my family when we get along, that ain't not fake. It is warming my heart...
After dinner, we snap some photo at KLCC and at the same time, exercise a bit to help in digest.... Here are the pic that my father took. With great angle and great hand, an ordinary camera can produce superb quality...