1当你正在忙的时候，却把手机开着，等着他/她的短信……你已经❤上他/她了 2如果你喜欢和他/她两个人单独漫步……你已经❤上他/她了 3当你和他/她在一起时，你会假装不注意他/她，但是当他/她离开你的视线时，你会急着寻找他/她……你已经❤上他/她了 4当他/她受伤或生病时，你会关心他/她，替他/她着急……你已经❤上他/她了 5当他/她和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味…… 你已经❤上他/她了 6当你看到他/她那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑……你已经❤上他/她了 7当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人……你已经❤上他/她了 你有几个预兆？
This i saw in FB post yesterday. Well upon 7, i have 6. So this is the feeling of using 1 palm hand trying to clap...i cant said it was sweet nor bitter either. What i know is, i am desperately trying to focus fully on my study... I mean i am sick of playing on9 game, DOTa, all exist in virtual world. But what am i without games.... everyday juz book, book and book... THAT was a big no no. I want my life here to be a bit more interesting. I am 21 now. Should have many dream to accomplish... But i am totally helpless with myself when facing loneliness problem.
About this time in last year, my ex gf broke with me. as time passed by, i recalled back those words, those action SHE did to me. The heart is still hurt.... It can never be cure by ordinary medicine. I appreciate her action by now as she letting me free. But i still cannot forgive her for creating such a deep wound beneath my heart, together with me all that time with a BIG lie keeping in her heart. Being dishonest to me... And that time when there is "someone" powerful already give sign to me that she had changed her heart... I am still such a fool, being trick by her, believing in her again. Nvm for now, my heart is busy queing now, even i dunno whether she open the door for me to moved in o not, i will wait... I rather wait...At least i tried... I wont regret.
Talking about loneliness, accompanying~ Argh i juz miss diploma where i stayed with my roommate... At that time wasTalking so so fun. Everyday have new activities... I dunno what to say, i juz dont like the feeling stayed at my uncle house. Ntg much i can do. Those stay with roommate, should be able to know what i feel right now. Argh, juz hurry finish this exam.... crap~
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