It's been age.... That i didn't update anything about myself. Can't help it. Life in UK is so so so much fun that i don't have time to stay EMO and blog. Anyway, this post is to announce myself that i am no longer single. After 2 years and 9 months of being single. I always told other that i've been using 1 and a half year to fix myself, trying to heal the scar left by ex and spend the remaining time for preparing myself for a Mrs RIGHT. Well, thank GOD. thank JULIET... i found mine now... She's kinda pissed off when she saw my old blog. I didn't blame her actually. It's just a process of getting to know me more. B-)
The used to be special wan at particular stage, especially the stage between 1 year and a half is over... Long over before i can recall back. Oh well, as i said in the ancient post. EMO is propotional to the frequency of blogging. Ppl feeling emptiness,lonely,moody, wanted to spit out and find someone to lend an ear but in the end find no one suitable to talk to. So, posting in blog is the other alternatives. That's why blog is matter to me for that moment. Like for now, Wake up in the morning go to work, after office hour go gym/training/2nd job, after back is ady 9pm. Spending the remaining time with Ms J is enough keeping me enlighten my current life.
Oh, last weekend i receive shocking news. That my ex has married on 11 11 2011. Below the term "you" will be refering to my ex. You hurted me so much and i've hated you for the past 1 and a half year... Still, after that i figure out that my heart do not feel better hating you. Instead, i treat you as a guest to teaching me smtg valuable in my past makes me feel even more better. I can't live happily with a heart always hating ppl. And i wish you all the best of your remaining life spending with your partner.
Well, i suppose this will be probably the last time i blog on the year of 2011. Will be even more rare post starting next year.
My parents kinda worried on my relationship at the very beginning cos they had saw me hurted so much from previous relationship. But now seems to be more concern about my wallet as mine is kinda distance relationship. To me it's ntg but to them it's another story. Don't worry mom and dad, I'ma big boy now. Big boy comes with big responsibility. I can handle that. No prob.
For Ms J, if u are seeing the post now, feedback me ya. I would love to see your reaction. Don't worry i won't talk much on you as you probably will see me post those song, chords, lyric more than my post starting now.
"You told me
I don't need a perfect one i just want someone who treat i'm the only one
that is how you see the love
and i say
I'll be your only one and i promise you that i'll love you forever
that is how i love you"
Lyric that cross my mind... I gt AR to work on this weekend already. To complete this song. wohoo!!!!
NB: many thanks for a person name 叶子 to correct the Mrs and Ms pronounciation.
NB: many thanks for a person name 叶子 to correct the Mrs and Ms pronounciation.
