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Monday, April 18, 2011

In the middle of nowhere

Dear readers, i am back. Please accept my apology for not updating my blog. This blog is suppose to write my lifestyle from i am 19 yrs old. Yet, as semi graduate student i am too busy to blog. Once i said that blogging is a place to release all tension, pressure and a place to confess when the mood is bad. Blog is also a sharing of my lifestyle. For once i throw a statement saying that EMO is proportional to frequency of blogging. Can't say i don't emo these day. But there are more things that i am trying to find out rather than spending my time emoing.

First question i would like to throw to myself! How do you define a person success? Lots of money?  Tons of PHD? Having grandchildren at a very young age? Many people would choose Money as a reference to measure a success people. Yet, how many rich people exactly do live a happy live with that money that they have? No doubt, no money = no life. However, too much money = living a miserable life.

If i choose money to measure my success, why am i still studying? We all know that we can earn more when the business narrow into black market, such as gambling, clubbing, beer stuff like that. However, why is that the Conscience of mine won''t allow me to do that business?

We are indeed live in a world that's full with deception. If given a chance i would like to do the job that suits my interest. However if the job that suits my interest will never become a successful person measure by money? What'll u choose? Interest or Money?

There are lots of opportunities out there for me to earn points to success. But the point is how much time you want to spend on pursuing those success path? If it consume 24 hours of your day to success what'll you choose? If you know that the world will no longer be that simple once u reach that level what'll u choose?

We all know that the approved system that being implement by human race to educate among us is through education. We let our children go to school, learn all neccesary stuff, get cert, Degree and hence lead us to the endless working hours in the office/lab/factories with decent salary each month. However, why is that this system still make people unable to success? If we know that following this system 90% will keep on the trend to dead end and why are we still following the system? Why are we commiting suicide on our success path? Before this end we'll need to go back on how do we measure people success.

If we look at our parents, grandparents perspective, their way of measuring one success is that their son/daughter manage to find good husband/wife with healthy child as well as to get a stable job. However, the stable job can be anything like Chef, Engineer, Doctor, etc. Their income in MYR on average will very from 2k to 50k. We assign these people as A. However, what if i tell u that some people B they can earn more than triple of the maximum amount they earn per month in a day?  By compare people A and B using money as reference which of them are more success?

I am going to graduate soon and almost been through the typical system the society gave to me. Yet i am still wondering here and there, seems like i've wasted 20yrs of my life following the system that leads me to a decent life. However, without the system how can i become myself today?

So here i am still wandering around in the middle of nowhere. I wanna lead people, and at the same time i wanna be lead by others. I wanna pursue my interest as my career, however i know that it's a little bit too late for that. I enjoy travelling and i do not want to used up 24 hours of my time to pursue on the success path.
Guess i just need to figure out again on my own, searching with an answer that's couldn't exist in this world.

Monday, April 11, 2011

The answer of WHY DO human being live the way it is now

我活了那么多年,发现了一件可笑的事!
Why do we have war?
Why do we have to compete to each and other>
Why do we need love although most love seem to be very fragile?
Why do we need to work?
Why do people keep chasing money and power?

The answer is so plain...
Because human just cannot accept doing nothing at all.
Human afraid of boredom! Tat's y we used to have war to keep other mind busy!
Now that war era is over we still cannot cope with doing nothing we compete economy very green!
Work + war still cannot satisfy/ fill in our boredom. We introduce love.... Rather to get hurt than doing nothing thinking ntg at all!
And nowadays we are so keen on chasing money and power also thanks to boredom!

Man~ "Nothing to do" is really a fatal weakness of human!